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yesterday i disabled all my social media.. twitter, insta, snapchat and kept only tumblr and pinterest. i feel like i have been using social media as a distraction and by doing so i haven't really been focusing on myself. it feels weird not to be 'connected' but in another way somewhat freeing and satisfying.
anyway this is just a step i've taken to better myself
about a year ago something happened to me that really affected me and i didn't realize until this past new years that i've actually spent this whole year in a funk... kind of being a shell of myself. analyzing the situation over and over trying to find an answer that makes sense. you don't really realize how time consuming and energy draining it is to just be stuck or consumed by the same thoughts over and over.
during new years i got black out drunk and when i woke up the next day i really...
sometimes i just wonder why some things happen, why i end up meeting the people i meet, and what is their significance in my life and mine in theirs?
i've met countless people from the internet and it makes me wonder. without the internet the chances of us meeting would have been drastically lower. so am i in this present time for a reason, to meet these people? i tend to befriend so many varying personalities... but i cant help but compare them all. some i swear, we must have met before....
not trying to gloat i am just so proud of myself!!
for a long time now I've been working on my self. mainly how i think about myself, because i came to realize how much my self image was affecting my life. i often read other member's posts about having been bullied or just not having the best self esteem in the world and being kind of down on themselves. I really feel for people when i read stuff like that because i know how that feels. I feel like for myself it felt like an endless spiral...