It still hasn't hit you has it? Or if it has then your doing a good job of hiding your reaction. I'm not ready to tell you completely yet as I've still yet to prepare for the worse. All I want to say is if you did realise from what I said can you tell me, I hate just being friends.
Yea I kinda lied. I doubt I'll ever come back. There have been so many moments where I've thought "Aww for **** sake! What's happening now?!" Or "For gods sake, this again!?" over the past few months now and I can't even remember the last time something happened that made me smile because of this place.