You realize that when she finds out that there isn't anything more to you than TV shows and depression, she probably won't like you anymore? You're going nowhere in life, and it is ridiculous. You complain about not being able to get a job but you have so many piercings and bright red hair. You won't get hired at hot topic because you have no experience, so get that out of your head. I understand you're depressed, but get your head out of your ass and do something with your life instead of sitting on tumblr and writing fanfiction, and then replying to mean annons and making your self esteem go down farther. You wonder why you have no friends.