I get it. I need to be more dedicated to schoolwork. I still have to finish that correspondence course and it's been a year and it's still not done. I understand that if I'd put more time in that course instead of Pokemon and Internet, i'd be done months ago. I'm sorry I'm not dedicated enough. You can stop telling me the same things over and over again. I understand I need to push myself more and I'm not doing good enough. Though still, I wish you had more confidence in me. I guess I have to prove to you that I can do more, but finishing my course and getting a job. I guess then you'll actually have confidence in me. I'm sorry I'm not trying hard enough for you, and will try harder. One last time, I'm sorry for letting you down.