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December 8th, 2012 (3:06 PM).
Ireland or Leicester
It's been over a year now, since I've been crushing on you, and today it has all come to an end.
I'm heartbroken because of you, and you don't even know it.
2 and a half years ago we got along so damn well. We were always compared with each other. I felt something special towards you even then. We'd talk for hours on Facebook about the most obscure, original, unusual and unorthodox things. We understood each other's humour perfectly.
But then you drifted away, went out with that idiot for only a month and haven't spoken to me in almost a year and a half. In the meantime I developed a disgusting crush on you that has lasted since.
Then a few days ago I found out that you were only going out with that guy to get me jealous, that you had liked me all along and that you had given up on me back in April because I wasn't talking to you anymore. I saw the notes with about a hundred x's on them. I even saw the post you made on the school site.
And you didn't even know at that point that you meant the world to me.
Now you have no interest in me anymore, and I found out about all of this the other day. I broke down today, twice. I actually had a chance with you 8 months ago. Now, you've moved on and have no interest in me anymore while I was left here crying my guts out a few hours ago. I'm so hurt. I feel I've hurt you too. We betrayed each other, you more so than me for all of that nonsense you caused. Everyday I've been thinking about you. Not a day has gone by.
But all of this has to end now. All of this time I've spent, wondering, getting mixed signals and feeling so angry, only to find out that you did, but now you don't.
I don't know what to do anymore. You've been apart of me for such a long time now. I've never met someone who understood me so well. You're not even replying to my messages, or bothering with me when you see me.
I feel sad, like someone close has just died.
I hope I move on safely. I really, really hope I have no big problems with it, either. We broke each other's hearts and I think it is time I stop giving you my attention especially since you no longer love me. It's time I forget what could have been, it's time to try and move on and it is time to understand that plenty of people can make me feel the same way you have made me feel
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