You've not actually mentioned it since, but I'm still thinking about that chat we had the other day. I don't think that I apologised for what I've done, or rather haven't done, this year and I guess I didn't consider the amount of frustration it was causing you. So... yeah, that was selfish of me. I'm sorry for that. I do want to thank you all the same, though. If we'd not have had that chat then I'd not have done this whole thinking thing and only God knows how long I'd have gone on for in the same state. Thanks to you I'm going to make a conscious effort to change things now. You were right in what you said, and I'd been thinking it for a while; I just needed someone to say it.