I've tried so hard to keep myself in control for you, making sure that you never see her again. You even tried to help (coming to support groups, helping me come out to my parents, helping me when you found me), and yet you left me. You even left me in the place where we first met, under a signpost in the rain.
You know what's wrong with me, you know why I wake up screaming every time I sleep. You know why I'm broken, so why leave? Was I finally too much for you to handle? If there was any way that I could apologise for being a burden, then I'd gladly do so. I just want to walk with you.
Don't leave me alone.