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Old November 9th, 2013 (04:19 PM).
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Dear Anonymous,

You're.. sinking your way even further into my being than I ever wanted you to. I wanted to keep my distance, to play it off, to seem like everything bounced off of me. That way, maybe I'd impress you by being so distant. At the very least I wouldn't get hurt, right? Or.. I don't know. The way you talk to me, even about the most trivial things, makes me.. care? I just automatically care about everything you say.

I want more of you. And I want less of you. And I want you to hate me so I don't have to listen and I want you to love me so I can push you away. I want to know your past, present, and future. I want you to surprise me.

Yeah, I know, it's complicated.
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