I got caught up with another conversation. I guess you kinda miss what I have, a friend to talk to. I was the only one online in your buddy list and I failed as a friend. But you also have to look at the other side of the buddy list. You need to stop relying on everyone that used to talk to you. Most of us have moved on with our lives, and so should you. I moved on, and everyone at the IRC did as well. Our bunch isn't anything like before. I think it's time to go ahead and start making newer friends. It's not worth searching for the old.
I think whatever happened last night was unforgivable and I don't think I can look at our convos the same way again. I love you and I still care for you. I just wish we still have the same preferences of contact. :(
Congrats on your current success. I am so proud of you. I wish I could told you this directly to you but I...don't want to. I'd probably make a complete fool of myself.
So you're going to my college... Doing the same courses... I hope you're a good enough person not to tell everyone about me. I'm hoping you won't but I wonder; you've made your opinion clear, I suppose I should give up the idea of two years being myself?
I don't know what you're trying to do. I can hazzard a guess however. Whatever it is it's not working. ****ing give up because I'm getting very annoyed now. Treat me with the respect I deserve because every day I respect you less and less.
Big headed arrogant **** aren't you?
I asked you to do something for me. Like most of the time you fail to actually do it. I'm not going to mention it though. If you do what I asked you to do then sure I would but until then not a chance, I'm not wasting my time talking to someone who has no desire to make conversation back.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one that ever bothers doing anything, and half the time that's true. Just wish people would try to do it themselves rather than complain about what I've done, because hey if you did it I'm sure it'd be so much better - even though it would be exactly the same. Ugh.
You know your mistake, and yet you continue to play along for the prestige rather than doing what is right. What you think you know has been blurred. And what others thought of you is gone altogether.
If you're going to be a ***** to me now then fine that's your loss if anything you stuck up little piece of crap. Do me a favor though and don't hold this over my head like it was my fault now because we both know that to be a load of crap. Tldr, **** off.
I think it's time to leave the nest once again, thanks for the help though.
I know you're not retarded but please stop acting like you are now because it's embarrassing on my end to say the very least.
Thanks for showing me that stupid zombies game on your phone, it's really fun to play lol.
Yes I know that everyone hates me and wants me gone but frankly I don't give a damn anymore, if people are gonna have a problem with me now then fine bring them on and watch me still standing in the end.
I honestly don't understand why... but I miss you so much. Even though you don't deserve my feelings towards you.. For some strange reason I still want to talk to you every day like we used to. Just to know how your day is going and if you're happy. When I sign on to PC, I remember that this is where we met and I think about how crazy that all of this happened through a pokemon forum.
I find myself getting emotional and missing every bit of how we used to be.
To sum everything up I just miss you and I hope you're having a great life.
xoxo - Ash.
You guys. And yeah... if you think you're who I'm talking about, you are who I'm talking about. I miss you guys. And when I say that, I mean I miss how we were before anything happened to change us. And I know we all have moved past the drama and we've all gotten to a place that everybody is cool with everybody... but I just hate that everything has changed. I realize that we've talked about the issues a million times and we've all attempted to make everything like it used to be a million and one times, but I think it's really sad how our relationships as a whole have changed so drastically. It really sucks.
I wish I could have my old group back. My old friends. And I wish that we could have long pointless conversations like we used to.. but ah well I guess it's about time I just let it go and let everything be as it is now. I love you guys and I always will. - Ash <3
Goodbye, it's been fun. But its time for me to move on..
I have seen the bad portrayals of freedom of information, it has aggravated me. I would change the world to be free. If you respect my beliefs, please get a hold on my Facebook. I also wish that Pokemon outsells Mario in the future.
My mother and I have been living with you two for the past seven months. We really, really appreciate you letting us stay here, but frankly, I just cannot stand your attitude any longer. Every time I try to get better, you say something that makes me feel worthless or that I just can't do anything right. I'm sorry I apparently can't do things the exact way you want them. I'm trying, I really am; but it's hard when everything I do just leads to depression, tears, and suicidal thoughts. I believed I was done thinking that way, but you went ahead and brought them right back. So, thank you. Thank you for making me feel like nothing.