I used to hate showing my body because of my eczema (I don't ever wear shorts, it used to be for the same reason but now it is because it feels weird to have pants on half my legs) and then I stopped caring. I feel like I'm not obese or anything so nobody cares what I look like.
I also did wrestling during my freshman year, I hated changing at first (was my first sport) but you know what wrestlers wear... And I got used to it. I do have to say though
-I get super nervous if my legs are ashy, I will go crazy if my legs look white lol
-I hate the shape of my knees, if I look at them without full leg pants I begin to bum myself out about why they are shaped that way (they are not even oddly shaped either which is odd)
-I hate mirrors, seeing my own face is so odd and creeps me out.
This world could be falling apart, I don't know if I should watch, help, or stop it. I don't feel small, nor do I feel weak, I just feel like I'm in the wrong place right now.