Dear Anonymous

[droomph]

da,

get your **** together. I need you.

it's your choice. sit and wait, or make something happen.

Life's a mountain and you're gonna have to climb it.

Life may seem flat, but the world's not. Make it your own.

[Cosmotone8]

Da,
I hope you realize you're just throwing blank insults at me now.

Da,
Don't worry about it. It's gone, killed somewhere in the past. People forgive and forget, believe it or not.

[Sydian]

da

YOU ARE NOT A HOT MODEL OH MY GOD HAVING A PHOTOGRAPHER TAKE YOUR PICTURE AND THEN YOU POSTING THEM ON FACEBOOK DOES NOT MAKE YOU A MODEL BY THAT LOGIC EVERYONE IS A MODEL YOU HAVE A LOOSE DEFINITION OF THE WORD

are you blonde under there??? srs.

[Zebeedoo]

Dear Anonymous,

you dumped me yesterday, and you're now going to meet some wee girl you used to like on Saturday. can you imagine how much that hurts me even more?

i didn't care if it was me making most of the effort in our relationship. i didn't care if i had to always go to your house. i didn't care if you were busy with exams, Uni, moving out, i didn't care. i wasn't gunna let it stop us being together. yesterday i sat for 3 hours crying in front of you, but i was trying to hide the sheer amount of hurt you were putting me through. i tried being so positive, only for you to always give me a negative point back. i told you yesterday i wasn't giving up. that i wasn't gunna let the fact that you're busy end everything we had. i told you i didnt mind if you were busy, that we don't need to see eachother every week even though we both wanted to. i said that we can always talk through texts or call eachother, that we could see eachother every so often and that it'd give you something to look forward to.. you said to me that you didn't wanna get more attached as you were getting busier and busier, yet attachment is a pretty big part in a relationship?

you threw our relationship away over one little thing. at the end of the day if you really loved me... you wouldn't of let the fact you're busy end our relationship. after everything i did for you... i cancelled my 18th birthday party cause i wanted to spend it with you.. i bought you a lot of things.. i put you first before anyone else.. i guess i wasn't good enough. maybe i should really listen when people tell me i'm too nice... i always get taken for granted. i loved you waaayyyyyy more than my other exes. before you i said i wasn't letting anyone else into my life because of what i went through with my last ex... i thought you were different and took a chance with you, only for you to make my year more worse than it already was. you dumped me after knowing how hurt i was getting dumped last time... and now that I've been dumped two times in a row, safe to say i deffinately WON'T be letting a guy into my life for a long time.

i can't eat. i haven't eaten in two days. i'm already thin enough as it is... i can't sleep. i can't talk to anyone. i'm not myself and won't be for a while. i can't even socialise with my friends because I'm now depressed... all because of you abruptly dumping me after i loved you so much.. the amount of emotional pain i am going through right now is indescribable.

thanks for leaving me, and inducing a heartbreak on me. it was nice being with you and having a relationship where no arguing was involved. shame i wasn't good enough for you. goodbye... ):

[AWsquared]

da,

We had a nice conversation last night and actually got along. I hope we can have more conversations like that instead of constantly treating me like crap all the time.

[Leaf Storm]

Dear Anonymous,

So we started talking again, and we're having much better conversations, but...I've always wanted to ask but was too scared/felt awkward to ask...what are you trying to say? You are dropping waaaaay too many hints, man. Too many hints.

Lemme get my mind straight, yeah? Because right now it's a BAD time for you to get inside of it. Bad, bad time.

[Maka Chop]

DA,

I understand that you want to remain out of sight, but that doesn't mean you can push me away. Please, please don't do what she did.

[Sydian]

Dear Anonymous,

Don't EVER talk to me like that again. I would LOVE to not live here just to get away from you and your bull crap. Don't tell me all that **** when you don't know a damn thing about me. I don't like change. I don't ****ing like it. When I come home, I go to my room, the one place in the house I can always count on to be the way I like it. Of course I'm going to be pissed when I come to MY room and find it rearranged to my discomfort. I don't like change and my biggest pet peeve is moving furniture. It's uncomfortable enough when it's someone else's room, but when it's MY room and I wasn't ****ing here for it? Would you not be pissed too? It doesn't help that you come up here and yell at me about how my room wasn't clean and how I need to keep it this way. No way in hell am I keeping it this way. I'm fixing this ****. I hate it. I don't care if you don't like it or not. Kick me out. I'd LOVE to leave.

[Sassy Milkshake]

Dear anonymous,

I hope you don't have a Merry Christmas. And I hope Santa fills your stocking with coal. You don't go behind your friend's back and tease them about their religion. That's pretty dang low.

[Leaf Storm]

Dear Anonymous,

Please promise me that this won't end.
--Nickelback, "Don't Ever Let It End"

When you sent me that song, the first thought that popped in my head was you and I. I mean...that was legitimately our song. xD But I was too scared to say anything. Typical me who tried avoiding any awkward moments.

I'm...very, very, very discreet with my feelings..which is why I took soooo long in replying to you on skype. Like you, I was never good when it comes to words, and in situations like this...it makes me feel so...speechless.

Yeah, it's been what...almost a week now since we started talking? And we've been friends for almost two years. I mean, I value our friendship. I care for our friendship. I love our friendship. We're like two kittens sharing a ball of yarn together. But the move to "more than friends" is such a crucial move. It's very risky, and it could be either the best decision or the worst decision. Learning from past experience myself, part of me wants me to try again and learn from my mistakes, but then...I just can't endure another heartbreak. I can't take this risk of destroying our friendship. I lost a best friend because of this, do I want to lose you too?

I'm very glad we made a goal. A goal to wait. I think it's a decision we can both agree on, and that'll keep our friendship stronger than ever. We're both scared to take this next step, and that's fine. I'm perfectly fine in staying friends. Although I still have feelings for you, I will continue to value our friendship like normal, and well...be your best friend forever, like you are my best friend forever. :3

[Red's Hawt Chibi Pelippers]

Dear Anonymous,

I wish you could talk about your feelings, but you really want to pretend that you don't have any. It's annoying. But I guess it's a good defense mechanism. For you.


Dear Anonymous,

I'm not going to say I'm sorry anymore. This is just the way I am, and I know I'm going to regret things if I do what I feel like doing here and now, there and then. But that's who I am and I don't want to try and be someone that I'm not. Not for you. Not for anyone. I think.

[Elite Overlord LeSabre™]

Dear Anon,

Your new car is nice, but I don't know how the dealer talked you into buying the smallest model in their lineup, since y'all have traditionally bought big cars. Must've been one heck of a deal you got for it, lol

Dear Anon,

Sorry, but I'm morally opposed to voice mail. So I'm still not going to use it, despite what we talked about today.

Dear Anon,

2 weeks notice is not enough for a matter as critical as this. You really needed to give me at least 30 days' notice so I had a chance to get everything in order, and make sure it still got to you on time.

[droomph]

da

stop it.

stop it.

Really, you're getting annoying.

stop.

[Zebeedoo]

Dear Anonymous,

wow, looking at your tweets on twitter and your wall on fb makes me realise now that you're a player. this is why i hate being so naive. you dumped me a week ago and you're already flirting with wee girls? 15 year olds too. you're nearly 18. if you had any consideration for my feelings you wouldn't be acting like that less than a week of you dumping me. but that's okay, i'll find someone else who's committed, devoted, loyal and faithful like me who'll treat me back with the same amount of kindness and appreciation i showed you. thanks for totally screwing with my mind. don't even know why i got so upset about you dumping me. you've seriously hurt me a lot and i hope karma gets you back good and hard. good ****ing riddance, have fun with the 15 year olds!

[SkittishHeart]

Dear Anonymous,

-.- What did I ever do to you? Ugh.

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Dear Anonymous,

Heh, you're like a sister to me. :3

[Cosmotone8]

Da,
Too much. WAY too much. I can't believe it, and I really wish that this all could have gone away and that the people you effected could be made better.

[Dango]

DA,
If you don't want me around, then just say so.

DA,
There are reasons I keep things from you, and don't you dare pin the blame on her. I am quite aware of the "urgency of the situation"; stop treating me like I'm an invalid that will never amount to anything.
And by the way, "I yell at you because I love you" is not a valid excuse for anything, nor do I believe that can be defined as "love". Grow up.

[Kura]

Dear Anonymous/(es),

As I listen to this song, this song with no words, it reminds me a bit of how life can take us. On the painted desert.. a place that's vast; a place where.. no matter which direction you choose, you know you will be walking blindly.. towards the unknown. And yes, as much as we can try to paint it, the wind will blow the trails away, and we are left trying to follow remnants of what we laid out before.
But do we really mind? Yes, we'll be sweating- it will be a hard journey.. but when you find that oasis.. would it all be worth it?

Uncertainty scares me the most, but I'm beginning to appreciate the journey rather than the destination. It is draining- yes, worrying is draining, but worries also wash away in the moments that I can wind down and simply enjoy an evening laugh, debate, and company.
Yet I know, in an instant, technically it can be swept away. But there's some things that can't be- and that is how I feel. No one nor nothing can take that away.

Many people know this already about me; that I can be stubborn, as unmoving as a rock with my opinion, and very blunt with it too- almost unnecessarily so. But I've bit my tongue for too long, and I've decided that if I feel strongly about something, I will voice it. It could be a reason why I am hated by so many- I have no tact, but I've learned the hard way, that my beliefs, to me, are more important than any sort of redemption in the eyes of others. I was tired of apologizing for things I never was. "I'm sorry I'm stupid." "I'm sorry I'm boring." "I'm sorry I'm annoying." "I'll try to be better." Every time I said it, I believed it more. It echoed in my own thoughts. In the past, every time I heard that I wasn't loved, that I was hated, even out of their own pure jealousy, I cried. I cried and refused it. But I had been so used to simply believing in what others said, that it was hard to dismiss it.
It's different now. I have strength.

Nevertheless, although it can still be upsetting to be disliked, and I am still learning eloquency, it is easier than sitting in silence, letting toxic thoughts overwhelm you. I'm finished with them overwhelming me, but it doesn't mean I don't get the acid from my thoughts or from the words I hear licking at my limbs from time to time. Comparatively, I may be a hardened (or I guess you can say more adult) version of an old self, but I do still feel. And I'm no longer here to feed society's need for petty things. Need and want are different matters.

But I digress, what I do want to say is, most of my walls are down. The only ones up are little ones, but they are ones that have never gone down before. You know what they are; metaphorically, they have to do with the desert I paint- the worries I have. I'm not sure when I'll be ready to bring them down, but I know they will go down eventually. Most people see me with walls up, but that's okay, because it doesn't leave me as vulnerable to the abuse I had to endure when I was young and passive. I'm digressing again, but I want to thank you for always being patient with me- you don't know how much that means to me. I'm happy we are able to connect in the way that we do; and I am learning slowly, with your help, to destroy all my barriers.

In the meantime we will enjoy the journey, I've decided. And in times of anguish, loss, frustration, and sadness, I want it to be like looking back at footprints in the sand: "the years that you have seen only one set of footprints, I have carried you."

Just as you carry me now.

I'm not sure if this makes sense, even to myself, but... what I want to say is.. thank you. I am happy.

[Ray Maverick]

Dear Anonymi,

I constantly find myself in the need of talking about myself, myself and myself, simply because I find myself more interesting than yourself. Does that solve all of your questions?

[Laugh]

Dear Anonymous,

I was really shocked when you hugged me yesterday. Haha. You should've hugged me earlier, when I was not sweaty from running around the school halls. I really wish you would've shouted back, because I seriously expected you would. Anyways, I hope we can go there again. It was fun. Oh, and don't push me too far up the swing. I wear dresses.

Dear Anonymous,

Get it together. I know you're not used to crushes and romance, but he likes you, and you have to accept that. He's really sweet -- not like your previous crush -- so I don't understand why you avoid him all the time. Meh. Yesterday was fun! We should go again!

Dear Anonymous,

What the lump? You just made the biggest mistake of your life, buddy.

[pikakitten]

Dear Anonymous, Didn't I make it obvious that I loved you? You seemed oddly surprised when I asked you out, but I expressed it. Maybe not as good as I would've wanted to because of this damnable shyness but I still tried for you. And maybe, I'm wrong to say this but he's not good enough for you, and I could love you, not "like" you like he does but I wanted-no I needed you, I guess it was merely "sweet" that I loved you-love you but candy doesn't stay forever and maybe you could've say something besides this. I know you're with him but you could've at least told me you felt the same way but you were with him. I still know I shouldn't ask you such a drastic question but can you please? Just leave him, he doesn't love you and even if he does it's not the same way I do. I don't want you, I don't want to be your friend and I will never like you; I need you, I want to be yours, and I will always love you.

Sincerely
~PikakittenX, devout member of the Pokecommunity

[sammi-san]

Dear Anon,

You're so nuts it's funny sometimes. I don't know if that's appropriate to feel. Also you better actually use that pen those are my favorite brand from my childhood ;~~~;

[Leaf Storm]

Dear Anonymous,

Thank you for being my "entertainment" while I am ill. You are a great friend, even though I kept telling you that a lot of times. I just can't seem to stop. You..just are. :3

[PikachuAddict]

Da,

Shut the **** up you annoying little twerp. I'm sick of putting up with your crap day in and day out. You don't deserve all of the things that you're getting Christmas and should really be getting a big lump of coal for Christmas, but we can't get what we want.

Da,

The only reason why I'm watching your little brats for you is because your family. If it weren't for that simple fact I would be half way across the country just to get away from your brats.

[SkittishHeart]

Dear Anonymous,

I know how to take care of a freakin' dog. You don't have to be so freakin' paranoid every freakin' time and verbally abuse me.