I've never been in a relationship like the one you're in now, and I won't pretend and say I know how you feel, cause I don't. I just don't want to see you get hurt. Every time I see you come run to me and cry over the past mistakes your boyfriend made, it makes me feel so sorry for you. But you have to realize that at this point, it's your stubbornness that's making your life a living hell. He changed for the better. Sure, it took a few mistakes, but you say that he did, and I believe that. I only met the dude once, but he seems alright. To be so caught up in the past, though, isn't healthy. I told you that at this point you had two options, either forget the past, or break up with him. The way I see it, it doesn't matter how much you love him, if being with him hurts you so much (cause this has been happening for a while now) then it just isn't worth it. And yeah, I know it's easier said than done. But like I said, I don't want to see you get hurt. Please, for your sake, do something.
You used to be a really great friend until you started acting all weird and drifted off. You ignoring me
got on my nerves to the point where I started ignoring you too. I'm already trying my best to patch
things up so I do hope you are putting in some effort too! I hope all goes well soon.
I miss you, my friend. I've been meaning to text you and ask if we could chill anytime soon, especially since you live up the road from me. We both said to each other that we should hang over the summer before we graduated, but we have yet to do that. It's been a month since I've seen you, so please at least remember who I am if I text you and ask you if we could hang in the near future.
Thank you so much for the times we had together but I wish you would come home. I know that you have a life now and your priorities are first, but I havent seen you in months and just I want to know that our graduation wasnt the last time I'll ever get to see you. Please visit me soon dude.
Oh god, you're making things so awkward. I don't know if your texts are unintentionally making me feel uncomfortable, or if you're slyly making me feel guilty over what I did. If it's the latter, you're doing a good job. I said I couldn't do it, and I had my reasons. I said I'm sorry. What more do you want from me?
I was scared to message you at first about this, but I'm thankful now that we will be seeing each other again soon. I can't wait for you to come over and hang out with me for a few hours. See you soon!
You should learn to follow your own advice. It's getting a little tiresome.
It was nice seeing you after you came to the city. I'm even surprised that you picked me out of every other person there. Hopefully you come back here soon, and perhaps we can take a day to hang out, or perhaps I can give you my number so we can text each other.
I really miss you and I want to text you again. I can't wait for August. Get back sooner.
I think you're really cute, but I don't think we could hit it off in a million years.
The end of July is coming, regardless of how slow it is. When you come up, we have to make as much of the time as we can get. Because who knows when you'll be up after that. We do have skype, but I'd rather actually hang out with someone rather than talk with them on a screen for 25 or 30 minutes.
Things really didn't go as how I expected it. The first day of school it was okay and you were really
friendly and I liked that. But the very next day you started it all over again. You used my stationery,
drew on my papers and invaded a large portion of my table space, all without asking. Really, I would
have let you do so if you just asked. Don't just assume that I'm fine with everything because I don't
seem to show any disapproval. I have feelings too. And the only reason I don't stop you from doing
all these is because it isn't in my character to do so and I'd probably hurt your feelings if I told you.
I do know that you're feeling very lonely in class despite being surrounded by so many classmates
I can't help you if this continues. I sincerely hope things head towards the better. And like what the
teacher told us, 'Our feelings can connect with the heart but the mind has to work on it's own to set
things right', or in other words, think before you act based on your emotions. I'll be trying my best to
do this so let's work hard together!
So I have a lot of wasted intellect and a lot of spare time on my hands, I can assure you they were entirely coincidental and I want to apologise if I made you uncomfortable or offended you in any way. I'll drop it when you drop it.
I seemed to have forgotten about you for a while but here you are again. Back in my news feed.
I always did think you were cute, ever since E was stalking your photos and I was silently observing. You have no idea how cranky she got afterwards, so jealous.
I know we've never met in person but I really want to get to know you, both E and D tell me about how kind and fun you are. I can't just say hi over the internet because we both know that any chump with a keyboard can do that, I want to do it right, besides I've tried that before and nothing comes of it.
I know your time being single is running out, we should be introduced. It could be good.
I am so glad you are doing better this week as I know last week was a mess for all of us D:. I thought when you were having thoughts of giving up, I'd lose another person close to me, but with you now looking at the bright side of the future everything seems good and well.
You are such a bad influence, but I love you <3 I wish we were still friends, but we have grown and moved a part. I still like hearing the stories about how bad you truly are, even though I know you mean well.
Talking about anime like nothing happened isn't really doing me any favors. I know you know that. I'm sorry I'm a pain in the ass to deal with but I can't help it. Please just understand. Leave me alone for awhile... but, then again, I don't think I can stand to not talk to you any more than I already have. I miss you more and more each day. I know you're having a fun time, but I... I just miss what we used to be. I can't wish you back any more, because it'll just be wasted effort. It's not your fault; it's mine. I just wish I could've been a better boyfriend.
I'm sorry. I really don't want to mess anything up with your new love, but... just remember I'm still here, okay?
I don't see what's the big deal with me doing events on forums. Really have you never had any fun in your life? Sure it may not be normal for forums to have events, but who the hell cares? With Pokemon, it's easier for forums to create events for trading and battling and other things, I think it's one of the few franchises where that's possible. I think we're just jealous I'm having fun and you aren't.
I'm really really happy with the way things are going now! I've already taken a couple of steps out of
my comfort zone to reach out to you and pull you back from the vortex of emptiness you seem to be
inching towards. I hope something strikes a spark in you to find meaning in socialising with the class
again! When I first got to know you, you were a social butterfly and I know you still are deep down
since the only time you aren't is when we're in class. Still wishing for the best!
Don't resist the water. Accept it. — Nanase Haruka
you've actually left me really emotionally unstable/scarred. I can't get over it. I just can't. I did so MUCH FOR YOU AND YOU JUST THREW ME AWAY OVER SOMETHING SO MINOR.. I did some prett big things for you, even with anxiety, I still did those things for you.. I pushed myself FOR YOU and you KNOW I did.. this is the closest I had ever been with someone before in my LIFE, this is the most I have EVER done for a single person.. I gave you everthing.. and for you to leave me on my own just like that, it hurts beyond words. Those things you said to me right before we stopped talking, they HURT.. and I don't know how you can't see how much I did for you.. I got taken for granted so much, and you always had such a bad temper, but I accepted it as part of you and looked past it.. yet.. you couldn't accept one flaw that I had.. you even said you'd never fault me.. that was obviously a lie.. I never thought you'd do this to me.. and I hope sooner or later you realize the amount of crap I did for you..
thanks to you, I'm no longer opening up to anyone new. I thought you were different so I took a leap of faith and opened up to you.. now a year and two months later.. after all the ****ing things I did for you you've just thrown it all away.. I have been crying countless nights, I can't be alone for long without thinking about everything, I cant sleep, I keep having horrible dreams, I think about how things used to be and I just feel so completely and utterly crap over it it's unreal. I shouldn't of opened up. When I open up to someone, EVERYTIME I get hurt, so.. what's the point anymore.
However, all I have been doing lately is having a little hope that you'll come back and talk to me again.