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November 11th, 2004, 5:07 PM
Ok well here's the last poem I wrote.It's my fourth one.

Feelings Denied

Smiles and tears,
Frowns and pain,
Everything a human knows,
Everything a human feels,
I don't know or feel.

I see the smiles on their faces and I feel disgust,
I see the tears roll down their cheeks and I feel jealous,
A frown upon someones face rips me apart,
The pain in someones eyes kills me,
I feel only the worst of it all,
I know only the wosrt of it all.

Loneliness, jealous, anger, disgust,
I feel only that,only the worst,
The tears aren't there in my pain,
The blood isn't there when I'm hurt,
I have only the worst even though I want more.

I'm denied the right to feel happy,
I'm denied the tears of pain and joy,
I'm denied the blood of wounds,
I'm denied it all,all but the worst.

In my sorrow I accept my fate,
In my anger and pain I shall stay,
Never to know the light of a smile,
The darkness has taken me,
And I know now,that's the way it was meant to be.