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~Light~ :: Even So in Darkness

Posted May 29th, 2012 at 1:43 AM by Kurui

"Soundlessly, the world shall vanish
Yet inside the darkness is a light of hope.
"



~~**~~

Disappeared:


I dreamed that he left never to return. Sometimes I'm afraid my dreams will become real if I dream them enough. I think, somehow, I am shaping my own reality by the thoughts.

He's laying in my lap now. I like the feel and smell of his hair. Because he is asleep I can't shut my eyes. What if he fizzles out in darkness behind my eyelids before I can open them again. I guess in a way, I've become paranoid because of my love.

Maybe my thoughts are too long away from here. I can hear Nozomi singing quietly in the other room. Her voice doesn't seem to be carrying far. I think mine doesn't either, you know, when I get the pleasure of singing. But at least this quietly singing voice reminds me of the reality I have; It could have easily been something else, you know? The path behind me before that point in time looks bleak. What if I am forced to turn back? I don't want this to fade, so...... help me God.............

Haven't I been hurt enough already? We can't all be martyrs. I want just this small thing. This one little flame flicker in the dark.

I'm going to hold onto him a little longer here and imagine a brighter future than what I can realize now.

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  1. Old Comment
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    like what is going on seriously
    Posted May 29th, 2012 at 3:42 AM by Her Her is offline
  2. Old Comment
    Hope leads to disappointment.
    Posted May 29th, 2012 at 4:14 AM by Overlord Drakow Overlord Drakow is offline
  3. Old Comment
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    Quote:
    Originally Posted by Harlequin View Comment
    like what is going on seriously
    I'm confused. What? owo I don't get your comment. *feels stupid*
    Posted May 29th, 2012 at 11:40 AM by Kurui Kurui is offline
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    Quote:
    Originally Posted by Drakow View Comment
    Hope leads to disappointment.
    At times, but better to live in hope than pessimism. Even if things turn out wrong. :D
    Posted May 29th, 2012 at 11:40 AM by Kurui Kurui is offline
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    I am not going anywhere. . .Oh kay? Never fret.
    Posted June 2nd, 2012 at 1:13 AM by S.O.U.L. S.O.U.L. is offline
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    Originally Posted by S.O.U.L. View Comment
    I am not going anywhere. . .Oh kay? Never fret.
    x3 *glomps you forever* <3
    Posted June 2nd, 2012 at 2:24 AM by Kurui Kurui is offline