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~Pain~ :: Of the Heart
Posted June 3rd, 2012 at 7:23 PM by Kurui
"Is it possible. To separate. That which was divinely placed together. Thread."

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Moments:

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Moments:
It's so crazy how just little words from you can make my heart sink or rise. No matter what's said, I could never think of anyone else. For better or worse I promised you and I can't break a promise. I don't want your eyes to reflect worry.......But I guess what's done is done.
Maybe it's just so foreign to me, the thought of ever loving anyone else, that I find the whole situation stupid. Pokemon Clubs Chatroom is history. I can't reveal "escapades of infidelity" if I'm not there to chat with anyone by myself. So you don't have to be in the dark about anything. Not that I would ever hide anything from you. I want to be so open that you can just pour in and fill me with you. I wish sometimes we were born just one person; That's how close and intimate I want to be with you.
The tears won't come. But that's because I'm not so weak. The proof of my pain is written all over you, so it wouldn't make a difference.
Maybe it's just so foreign to me, the thought of ever loving anyone else, that I find the whole situation stupid. Pokemon Clubs Chatroom is history. I can't reveal "escapades of infidelity" if I'm not there to chat with anyone by myself. So you don't have to be in the dark about anything. Not that I would ever hide anything from you. I want to be so open that you can just pour in and fill me with you. I wish sometimes we were born just one person; That's how close and intimate I want to be with you.
The tears won't come. But that's because I'm not so weak. The proof of my pain is written all over you, so it wouldn't make a difference.
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Tread:
Tread:
Even though my headphones are blasting my music to the max, I can hear him breathing as he sleeps a few feet away. What I want to go do is just love him, for hours, but I know that can't happen. He became a little more distant in real life after his accusations.
I'm not sure if anyone reading can feel my emotions in my posts, but I love this man. It's too bad he can't wear my soul for a day to find out. But I don't like being accused of being with someone else..........It hurts more being blamed than it would if I were someone being cheated on. I don't need love, but I need to give love. If I can't make him understand the depths of my heart I might die.
Emozomi-chan could feel the tension. She isn't here tonight and that speaks loud and clear just how real the situation is. Why are words from a stranger more weighted than mine? WHY? I feel like a fake. I feel like I'm just a fake that can't be taken seriously. Everyone's words except my own are golden.
This music is starting to make my head pound. Its simultaneously the best and worst headache ever. I feel so real with this physical pain. I just wish my sickness would go haywire so I could focus on that and numb the memories of that argument.
I'm not sure if anyone reading can feel my emotions in my posts, but I love this man. It's too bad he can't wear my soul for a day to find out. But I don't like being accused of being with someone else..........It hurts more being blamed than it would if I were someone being cheated on. I don't need love, but I need to give love. If I can't make him understand the depths of my heart I might die.
Emozomi-chan could feel the tension. She isn't here tonight and that speaks loud and clear just how real the situation is. Why are words from a stranger more weighted than mine? WHY? I feel like a fake. I feel like I'm just a fake that can't be taken seriously. Everyone's words except my own are golden.
This music is starting to make my head pound. Its simultaneously the best and worst headache ever. I feel so real with this physical pain. I just wish my sickness would go haywire so I could focus on that and numb the memories of that argument.
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Truths:
Truths:
It doesn't matter what you look like. You already know that my eyes only put that halo of light around you. You ONLY. At least, I hope you know that.
No matter who you were or are, who you want to be, or what you will become, you are still you. No matter where you live or what you do, you're still you. No matter what you say............
Because you were made for me, and that I know for sure, I can overlook everything and I can overcome all pain. You are perfect. No other man has the privilege of being perfection. <3 I love you.
Just you.
No matter who you were or are, who you want to be, or what you will become, you are still you. No matter where you live or what you do, you're still you. No matter what you say............
Because you were made for me, and that I know for sure, I can overlook everything and I can overcome all pain. You are perfect. No other man has the privilege of being perfection. <3 I love you.
Just you.
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