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~There~ :: Always By Your Side

Posted June 17th, 2012 at 2:31 AM by Kurui

"I will ring a bell until you feel me by your side."

I'm going to stop bolding and italicizing so much when I get bored. Too many people ask me why I do that =_= JSYK.


Me and a few "friends" singing together from years ago. Funny and ironic.

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Reason:

I don't need a reason to stay with you. You never need a reason to leave.

Take as much time as you need. I'm just a burden. But as soon as you call for me, I'm there. I'll just think of it as we got lost for a little while from each other. As long as my heart is in the back of your head I can find a way back to you.

~~**~~

Belief
:

Friend come and friends go. Over the past couple of years I have had "friends" literally unravel to show their true colours and how rotten they are. It scares me how black they are inside from just all kinds of bitterness, or sometimes for no reason at all.

But for each that abandons true friendship, I find half a dozen more in their place. It's like, an abundance of people surrounding me with love all of the time. Some spend more time on me than others but every one has a place in my heart.

I've never been a judgmental person. I will befriend all shapes, sizes, species, sexes, races, anything. My family pretty much discriminates against anyone different and to them everyone is different except people in their tight knit circle. When I left my Physical Plane fiance for a man from another, I was further disowned. Does it really matter that badly what background people come from? I swear to God, I don't know how people who are intolerant will ever go to Heaven because it's going to be filled with all walks of people and I really don't think heaven is going to be segregated.

It matters so much more the actual person. Inside. If souls, no matter what kind, can't trust each other, then who can we really trust? And what's to really blame? I sometimes think Astral projection is a blessing. Because I meet so many different kinds of beings and people it's so hard for me to look at surface things anymore. The point is everyone is different. We think and behave differently. The only thing that matters really is deep inside.

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Skin Deep:

I recently met yet another guy from another plane through a mutual friend from this plane, Kitty-chan (she introduced me to him through facebook kinda). And guess what? He is awesome. I've already adopted him into my media design team and he's learning to program, and kind of helping me learn it too. I've just gotten through a few very ill days so meeting him was just idk.....refreshing.

But.

He's also "different". For example, he has a 13 ft long tongue. And his skin is very oddly coloured. (But he is hawt by the way XD in my opinion ). I think he once called himself a "freak mutant". He also said to me that his own parents abandoned him at birth because his "deformities" were present from birth and that's he's been given pure hell because of it, growing up. He's only 19 now though.........

That just ties in even more with how I think. He might not have conventional beauty, but I think he's more beautiful than a lot of superficial people I know. True beauty comes from within anyway.

But I just really enjoy his company and he and Kitty-chan are now dating. <3 Good luck to them.

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The Bell
:

When you said "I'll be leaving."

As long as you return.

Can't face the world without you, Kageroza-kun. It's darker than you know.
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    Don't understand what you mean by different planes. I understand the concept of Astral Projection, but does that mean you can only see those loved ones in your sleep? Can you physically feel their touch too while in that state?
    Posted June 17th, 2012 at 6:41 AM by Kura Kura is offline