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Satan, are you reading this...?

Posted October 29th, 2013 at 7:06 AM by Mezzo

Satan, are you reading this? Are you here? Satan? Are you reading this? Are you watching me? You are, aren't you? You're watching me in hell, aren't you? Don't worry, when the time comes, I'll join you in hell, that's where I'm ending up. One day, I'll be with you in hell, don't worry your pretty little...head...

You're watching me, aren't you? I know you are.

Everyone is always watching me. I always feel as if people are watching me, even when no one is around. I always have this feeling, that when I'm alone, people are just watching me. I look around obviously to see if people are, but, I never find anyone. Even so, people are watching me

Dead people, demons, and Satan. Oh, and there are other people who are watching me. I always felt like this: that something or someone, is constantly watching me, whether there is anyone around or not.

Life isn't free, and paranoia isn't free either. So what? I've been paranoid that someone or something has been watching me since I was twelve. Big deal. Big deal. It won't matter when I'm older.

I tried to tell my mom, but she just said "no" and didn't even care about me being paranoid. She's no help at all...

Satan, are you reading this? Are you? I know you're watching me constantly! I'll join you when I die. Not yet.
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    Kura's Avatar
    Your school counselor should be a free resource for you and would help. Speaking to your doctor would help too. But right now sounds like you're exaggerating since you can't seem to get through to others.Take a breath for a second. If you tried to approach it a bit more calmly but forcefully, you will get a bit more empathy from those that you're seeking some help from. That's just my advice.
    Posting something like this to all of us might help for you to rant but wont actually do anything to help your cause, so try and take some more action to resolve your issues and be persistent. Especially that you've not even given us the whole extent of what your actual conversation was to your mother, and the fact that she just said no doesn't leave us with much detail on how to advise you on how you might be able to approach her again about it. Good luck.
    Posted October 29th, 2013 at 7:21 AM by Kura Kura is offline
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    Fairy Tale~'s Avatar
    this is the problem you have no self cofidense
    Posted November 4th, 2013 at 9:18 PM by Fairy Tale~ Fairy Tale~ is offline

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