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Posted April 10th, 2014 at 10:36 PM by Nick
Updated April 10th, 2014 at 10:50 PM by Nick

These are things that I think are wrong with me.
I have bad anxiety. I get anxious over absolutely everything.
I’m paranoid. All the time.
I identify as a misanthrope because I have a huge resentment for the cynical human race.
Despite that, I’m not anti-social and believe individual people are good willed.
I have an overwhelming desire to make people happy.
But I am extremely uncomfortable in social situations with new people.
I find that I need human attention throughout most of the day in order to remain happy.
I am overwhelmingly forgiving of other people.
I make excuses for people who do something that hurts me.
I refuse to allow people to know they get to me, because then they know how to get to me again.
I am obsessive over certain individuals in my life.
I’ve found that I get angry pretty quickly lately.
I have an extreme case of empathy for other people and go out of my way not to hurt their feelings.
I have a desire to live up to people’s expectations of me in terms of values, morals, traditions, and behavior.
I have problems staying asleep at night.
I am still someone I consider to be open minded and accepting of others.
Despite that, there are people in the world who I simply don’t like.
I feel guilty over that, and absolutely anything else that you could think of. It eats me up and continues until a problem is resolved.
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