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Bye, Bye Miss American Pie - A Quick Love Synopsis (Sam Smith, WuMo, Destiny) [Daily Bloggity Entry #152]

Posted September 3rd, 2014 at 1:00 PM by El Héroe Oscuro


Date: 03 September 2014
Time: 10:24 AM ET
Mood: Watching Bob's Burgers.

Welp, unfortunately the hard truth is starting to sink in. What I'm referring to of course is the fact that my girlfriend has moved down to North Carolina for college for the next three months, so it's going to be awhile before I get to see her again. It's funny...I never really thought that I would let my emotions get the best of me, but it did surprisingly. Later that day when I said my goodbyes to her, I ended u breaking down at work. Full blown crying, manly tears streaming from my face. And it was probably one of the worst experiences that I had felt in a long time. Usually I don't let emotions get the best of me, but that was a really hard day for myself - I'm writing this entry 2 days after the happenstance by the way. However, when dem tears come, dem tears came out strong.

Daily Music - "Lay Me Down" by Sam Smith
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But don't get me wrong, I'm not...in lack of better words, dreading this experience. I think it will be good for the both of us. It's the first time that either have us have been in a long distance relationship before, so on paper it may seem daunting to some people. But I know that we can both pull through it - in the end it just matters that we are both committed to making it work, and I'm looking to put 110% into making this work. I'm a little bit bashful to admit this, but I could totally picture myself living the rest of my life with this girl. She's beautiful, intelligent, a joy to be around, and most of, just a down to Earth girl. She's a person that I'm not afraid to tell some of my deepest secrets to or just open up to them about specific things. I actually told her about this site and my joy of blogging - something that I've never told a soul about - and she was super supportive of the whole ordeal. So that made me pretty giddy to say the least.

Daily Comic - "Beavers" by Wulff and Morgenthaler of WuMo
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I've really cherished these past two months with her, and I honestly can't wait to see what these next few months have in store for us. I plan on busing down to visit her in October, so I'm really excited about that. Other than that I've been planning numerous care packages to send her as well as I can't wait for the Facetime's that we'll do as well. But don't get me wrong - we're both giving each other our personal spaces. I've made it my goal that yes, I want to be a good boyfriend to her but I also want her to live out her time at college and live it up there. I don't want her to feel like she has to talk to me but rather wants to, if that makes any sense. It's best in any relationship not to be, you know, constantly breathing down the other person's next, and while I've gotten many pieces of advice on how to handle this - i.e. talking with her everyday, Skyping, making her my #1 priority - I think I've got a good handle on the situation. Or I could be horribly wrong haha but you know, time will tell I suppose.

Daily Video - "Destiny - Animation Short" by animator Fabien Weibel
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Oh, and that's a picture of the both of us by the way (I'm on the left, she's on the right obviously.) She actually made a physical copy of that picture which I now hang on my board. I can actually see it right above me right now and it brings the biggest, stupidest smile to me everytime I look at it. But hey - I guess that's what happens to people when they're madly in love. But I don't mind. She's made me feel a way that I've never felt with any other girl I've dated in the past. And I'm going to hold onto that feeling as long as possible. How about you guys? Are your currently in a relationship? How are things going? Do you have someone that you have your eyes on? When do you plan on making a move? Comment below with your opinions as I'd love to hear and discuss with you what you have to say about this topic!

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    Tsutarja's Avatar
    Best of luck man :D

    It's unfortunate that my ex broke down because she wanted to communicate with me at all hours of the day after growing distant, and our distant relationship was just a county away and not states away!
    Posted September 3rd, 2014 at 1:41 PM by Tsutarja Tsutarja is online now
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    Best of luck man :D

    It's unfortunate that my ex broke down because she wanted to communicate with me at all hours of the day after growing distant, and our distant relationship was just a county away and not states away!
    Did things end up falling apart for the both of you?
    Posted September 3rd, 2014 at 2:26 PM by El Héroe Oscuro El Héroe Oscuro is offline
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    Did things end up falling apart for the both of you?
    Yeah, they did. I don't regard them emotionally because I knew for a fact that our relationship wouldn't work out at all; she always wanted to text me (especially when I told her I had other things to do) and she just decided to break up with me. Then about a month after our first breakup we got back together because she missed me, and that lasted for three months. She broke up with me again there for reasons unknown to me. After the second breakup, I just decided to end communication with her because I didn't want to have to deal with her potentially wanting to go out with me again (which is a big no-no if you can't make up your mind on a relationship IMO) and just the constant *****ing.

    Things weren't this way though when we were in high school, saw each other everyday and lived within 10 minutes of each other.
    Posted September 3rd, 2014 at 5:59 PM by Tsutarja Tsutarja is online now
 

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