If you want to know the real me, just turn the page in my dirt road diary.
It’s right there for you to see, every kiss, every beer, every cotton field memory.
Tan legs & some Dixie Land delight, ridin’ round, windows down on a summer night.
I was there, and that was me. It's right here in my dirt road diary.
It’s right there for you to see, every kiss, every beer, every cotton field memory.
Tan legs & some Dixie Land delight, ridin’ round, windows down on a summer night.
I was there, and that was me. It's right here in my dirt road diary.
October Rush
Posted October 31st, 2015 at 7:36 PM by Meganium

October….was quite something.
Because I don't want to make this entry super duper long to the point that you get bored, let me summarize the following that actually happened this month: emotional breakthroughs as well as learning a lot more about myself and my current relationship, quitting staff on PC (yeah, very sad I know), getting a speeding ticket, the Texas Renaissance Festival (will post a blog soon!), Hurricane Patricia and how its remnants made an impact on Houston, and November hype. Aww yeah!
Want to know more? Okay, then. Let's get started!
October became a month of emotional breakthroughs. Why is that? My anxiety had gone from bad to worse in the past couple of weeks. I've been having the worst anxiety attacks ever, and worst of all, the majority of them, I've had inside my place. Until one day, I discovered that I'm always anxious whenever I'm not *busy*. I must have been so used to being so busy with myself that I'm almost rarely at home. It was a drastic change for me compared to how I *loved* being alone and at home most of the time in California. So, it turns out that I MUST have something to do every day. The advantage is that…this method has improved my current uni grades.
I kept saying this so many times. But because of how overwhelming my life has been getting in Houston, I had to make the decision to quit staff on PC. As much as it hurts me to do it because I loved the community so much. But these days, I'm rarely at my place now. I'm either at work, at school, in Galveston with Roy, hanging out with a couple friends, or just simply having the leisure time to myself. Because of that, I've been lacking the sleep, and I sometimes needed that every now and again.
On October 7th, my "clean" and "angelic" driving record streak ended as I was caught in a surprise speeding trap in Westchase. Yep, young Meggy got a ticket for going 15 over 30. I was freaking out like crazy in my car, because at that time I had absolutely no idea what to do. I refused to tell my parents about it, because I was afraid that once I tell them about the ticket, my life in Houston would be over. They expect me to be responsible for my driving, because of how I proved to them that I was mature enough to handle things on my own. After consulting advice from my co-workers, and Roy, I ended up paying my fine. It did made a huge hole in my wallet, but it was better than going to court. Moral of the story, folks: always obey the damn speed limit…no matter where you are.
NOVEMBER IS HERE Y'ALL. It's actually my Christmas. My birthday is on November 19th, and will be turning 25. Man, I really do feel old, and honestly I don't mind staying 24 for a little longer. Lol. Still have no idea what I plan to do, but I'm gonna leave it up my peeps to decide, however, I don't really ask much on my birthday. I'm more of a giver. Also, I actually have plans for Thanksgiving. I'll be spending it with Roy's family in Austin, and yep…I'm pretty stoked about it. It's actually my chance to show them (or rather, share) my traditions that I gained from my side of the family. I already plan on bringing dessert to the table, and will be making it from scratch. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday alongside Christmas, and I can't wait to spend the holiday with my love. <3
I'm sure my family will bear without me on Thanksgiving, as the past few years I actually made the past few Thanksgiving dinners. However, for sure I will be coming home to California this Christmas. I'm honestly not looking forward to it, but alas, I actually made a promise to my mom that I would be visiting her for Christmas no matter what. My mom did the same thing to my grandmother before she passed. She would always visit her and spend Christmastime with her every year, and I was always used to it…for twenty-three years of my life. Yes, I will be going by myself. I actually told Roy that he should also spend time with his family for the holidays, because I feel it's important. I…don't want to force him to spend Christmas time with me and my family this early on in our relationship.
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