Basically, me ranting, moaning and whining about life. A good read for some.
What a way to come back. A very angry blog.
Posted October 21st, 2009 at 9:57 AM by Anxiety.
I hate everything, My computer broke and the spare one wont play WoW, or any PC games at all.
My friends were all being douches to me and saying that I lie to much. So I'm honest with them and now they all think I'm a d*ck. Well they can get stuffed because I dont even know what they want from me anymore.
I dont know if my best friend likes me.
My school work is too stressful for me, and I have no way of reliving stress other than fighting.
I'm still so paranoid that people don't really like me, and that everything is just fake. Infact, everything is fake.
I can't stand people I used to adore. And I dont think they can stand me.
Me and my friends have come to an agreement - I need a punch in the face. And, If I was someone other than myself, I'd kill me (If you get what I mean).
I think everyone is ignoring me, once again, I think I've messed every relationship I have up, by being myself.
I would commit suicide, for I hate everything about myself, but I'm far too afraid of death.
I am, once again, inflicting pain on myself, not anything like slitting my wrists, more like punching walls, because the pain soothes me, somehow.
I think I'm Bipolar. I keep being oh so happy, then suddenly snapping at people.
I accidently let it slip that I'm bisexual to my school, they all think I'm a freak now. Thanks, brain, as if they didn't hate me already.
So if I'm snappy and rude, forgive me, my life isnt so great at the moment.
My friends were all being douches to me and saying that I lie to much. So I'm honest with them and now they all think I'm a d*ck. Well they can get stuffed because I dont even know what they want from me anymore.
I dont know if my best friend likes me.
My school work is too stressful for me, and I have no way of reliving stress other than fighting.
I'm still so paranoid that people don't really like me, and that everything is just fake. Infact, everything is fake.
I can't stand people I used to adore. And I dont think they can stand me.
Me and my friends have come to an agreement - I need a punch in the face. And, If I was someone other than myself, I'd kill me (If you get what I mean).
I think everyone is ignoring me, once again, I think I've messed every relationship I have up, by being myself.
I would commit suicide, for I hate everything about myself, but I'm far too afraid of death.
I am, once again, inflicting pain on myself, not anything like slitting my wrists, more like punching walls, because the pain soothes me, somehow.
I think I'm Bipolar. I keep being oh so happy, then suddenly snapping at people.
I accidently let it slip that I'm bisexual to my school, they all think I'm a freak now. Thanks, brain, as if they didn't hate me already.
So if I'm snappy and rude, forgive me, my life isnt so great at the moment.
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Well then I do hope things get better for you. Just know life will always be hard and if you can make it to the point where things seem good try to keep them good and continue it.Posted October 21st, 2009 at 10:13 AM by Mitchman
Updated October 21st, 2009 at 1:27 PM by Mitchman



