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Loneliness

Posted January 30th, 2017 at 6:59 PM by Talon

Sometimes I don't know how to deal with it. I find myself surrounded by people that claim to be my best friends and love me, but in the end they just abandon me, as if I never existed. I find myself used by those around me for the simple betterment of themselves, and with no regard to how I feel being treated that way. So what do I do? I keep it all in and just hide my emotions. Why? Because I'm afraid that if I express what I feel, the few around me that actual treat me as a friend and not a tool will follow suit and leave me in the dust. I'm not a bad person, I have only good intentions, yet no one can see this. Or maybe they do. Maybe I'm too nice and that's why they take advantage of me. But what am I supposed to do? Am I just supposed to treat people badly? That just feels wrong. Am I supposed to just ignore the people that treat me like that? Then I have no one around me, and the loneliness will just get worse. I don't know what to do. I've tried throwing myself out a little bit more to try to attract people who are more like what I want around myself, but if I throw out the bait, they never bite. I'm stuck being forced around people I don't want to be around, and being shunned away by those I want to be around. It's an awful cycle I can't break free of. I just don't know what to do. I can't keep being lonely.
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    Taro Tanaka's Avatar
    People use each other for self-betterment and entertainment. It's in our nature, and in yours as well. The problem is that yo're looking at this world from a much larger point of view than most of us, so life looks like an insignificant spec in space, which could be emulated in some other distant galaxy.

    My advice: those people claiming to be your besties may be right. If they're willing to do things for you, then they probably are. People come and people go. Instead of moping over what's to come, shouldn't you spend your time enjoying those little moments?
    Posted February 3rd, 2017 at 5:39 PM by Taro Tanaka Taro Tanaka is offline
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    Originally Posted by Taro Tanaka View Comment
    People use each other for self-betterment and entertainment. It's in our nature, and in yours as well. The problem is that yo're looking at this world from a much larger point of view than most of us, so life looks like an insignificant spec in space, which could be emulated in some other distant galaxy.

    My advice: those people claiming to be your besties may be right. If they're willing to do things for you, then they probably are. People come and people go. Instead of moping over what's to come, shouldn't you spend your time enjoying those little moments?
    I do, but I look to find deeper connections with people rather than just surface. I like to connect with people on deeper emotional levels than what most people achieve. It's just who I am. I love people and I love talking to them and learning about them, but other people simply do not share this joy.
    Posted February 3rd, 2017 at 5:44 PM by Talon Talon is offline
 

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