Social Energy

People definitely change as they get older. I feel like I'm exactly the same, in this regard.

Back then, maybe a few years ago, I was mostly a recluse. I hated going anywhere I didn't need to--ie: the library, school, doctor's appointments and etc. I'd pretty much always wanted to stay in my apartment, doing absolutely nothing but go online. On weekends, I wouldn't go anywhere at all.

Nowadays, I'm out more often, but, not much more I go to (free) cons and some other places here and there, I suppose I'm still reclusive, but not as bad as it used to be. I'm just the type of person who has absolutely no social energy.

Do I want to improve that? A bit, I guess... I'm just viciously wary.

Your idea of "going out" will soon change because eventually you will start to crave social interaction, especially as you breeze through your 20s. They say it's hard to find friends when you are an adult, but soon after you will crave them.