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Falling in love with PC again

Posted November 5th, 2012 at 11:25 PM by mystletainn

As many of you have noticed, the PC staff has changed a great deal lately. And with it came a wake up call for me. I'm going to be honest and say I was hurt by Went getting the promotion to Staff Admin over me. But I knew deep down that he definitely deserved it tenfold over me. Ever since my cancer a few years ago, my activity on PC was deplorable. I've never quit a bajillion times and threw way too many temper tantrums. But it still hurt. I'm the oldest S-Mod and it sucked getting passed up. But I loved Wentingtons so once the hurt was gone I was super happy for him.

And with this wake up call came a re-examining of my relationship with PC. Like Audy and Nick have mentioned to me recently, I too began to see PC as a road block instead of a hobby. I thought I was wasting my time and wondering why I stuck around. Posts in the staff forum made me sad and I had a hard time finding places to post. But despite that, PC remained an important part of my life. I checked it every day despite not posting and wanted the best for it.

But now I'm finding myself posting on PC once more. And enjoying it! And I'm posting in forums I didn't really post in before. And liking it! So from this hurt I'm growing as a person and a member of PC. And I hope this continues. Because there's not much in my life that means more to me than PC.
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  1. Old Comment
    Aw Luke, that's nice.

    And you didn't let Went's Staff Admin promotion let you down cos I think the s-mod orange looks cute on your name.
    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 12:31 AM by Hikamaru Hikamaru is offline
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    I don't know if I've told you this Hikari but you are the cutest member on PC.
    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 12:51 AM by mystletainn mystletainn is offline
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    Originally Posted by Luke View Comment
    I don't know if I've told you this Hikari but you are the cutest member on PC.
    Now isn't that soooooooooooooooo kind. *hugs Luke*
    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 2:12 AM by Hikamaru Hikamaru is offline
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    Her's Avatar
    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 3:27 AM by Her Her is online now
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    Urugamosu's Avatar
    So nice~

    Hope you enjoy yourself, rather than it being a drag for you.
    Have fun~
    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 5:41 AM by Urugamosu Urugamosu is offline
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    I so through swings of enjoying this place and not, with the added responsibility I'd imagine it can be quite the drain if you're not enjoying being here.

    Glad you've turned a corner .
    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 9:41 AM by Mana Mana is offline
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    Tyrantrum's Avatar
    I never knew you had cancer! :( I hope everything is all right, now. I really hope you do continue to enjoy yourself here! I kind of lost interest in the forum myself for a few months, but I'm just starting to get back into it.
    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 7:12 PM by Tyrantrum Tyrantrum is offline
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    funny you should ask, I've been learning about cancer in school, and telomerase is stoopid :(

    but yeah, tear that tumor out of your body and eat it to get energy to go to PC and yeahhhhhhh

    Posted November 6th, 2012 at 9:51 PM by droomph droomph is offline
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    i love you
    Posted December 2nd, 2012 at 6:18 AM by Yoshikko Yoshikko is offline
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    This makes me really happy. (:
    Posted December 2nd, 2012 at 7:18 AM by

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