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Recently somethings been happening, I try to ignore it, but.. it's always there, like a non-stop ringing in the ears until you finally do something about it.
I've recently been distancing myself from who I saw as friends, my reasons... I have none. Even though I care so much about them, it just happens... on top of it.. I'm unsure of what to do. No this isn't a way for me to seek 'help', but a way for me to put my thoughts on paper so to speak. To me.. this is like an escape, a sense of fresh air.
Yet... no matter how much I put words on paper, to ease this ringing... it never stops, I don't cry out for help, be it for unknown reasons, but a wall... in which I stand in front of, looking for a way to climb it... not to break it.
I've recently been distancing myself from who I saw as friends, my reasons... I have none. Even though I care so much about them, it just happens... on top of it.. I'm unsure of what to do. No this isn't a way for me to seek 'help', but a way for me to put my thoughts on paper so to speak. To me.. this is like an escape, a sense of fresh air.
Yet... no matter how much I put words on paper, to ease this ringing... it never stops, I don't cry out for help, be it for unknown reasons, but a wall... in which I stand in front of, looking for a way to climb it... not to break it.