I don't like politics, but let me talk about how afraid I am.

I'm kind of afraid for the future of LGBT since Pence is the vp officially now, and being mostly LGBT myself, I'm not afraid of Trump, I'm more afraid of Pence because he's for shock therapy, I'm also afraid that they took down the LGBT page on whitehouse.gov and all that jazz.

I'm also afraid of what's gonna happen to people with disabilities, since I've seen how ableist the president is in some of his rhetoric....

...Of yuri and viktor breaking up tomorrow in yuri on ice's finale.

But that's not what I wanted to talk about.

This guy at work is being kinda a bother to me. He is constantly pushing my buttons. Calls me pet nicknames like kid when I've told him to stop constantly. To his reply of, "well, it's a free country." I don't care? I don't like it, it's a form of affection, and I've told him to stop a billion times. He makes near sexual (suggestive) comments like...

I wish I could have my own garden and raise flowers.

Of course, I can't really breathe around them, but what's the damage? Maybe someday!

I've talked about identity a thousand times, but. Parts of me needs to force myself to talk about it again.

A lot of people seem to go by a million user names/screen names or idk maybe that's literally a Tumblr problem where people go by twenty thousand Japanese names or go by the name of a character they like. I don't know. But I've established something. Something major that I want to point out.

I kind of go by two names, if you can even call it that. Everyone by...

Please don't read too much into this. It really doesn't have to do with anything at all. Also, please don't tell me I'm "whining". I'm just letting off some steam. None of which really have to do with this forum, but just please listen.

I try so hard to be positive, but, you know it's really hard. I'm having a really bad year. Parents are in major credit card debt, I'm at a really big dead end in my life, almost no one realizes my true potential, all my efforts in life might...