a bad dream

Last night I had a PC dream. I was demoted and banned for posting inappropriate content (that I didn't recall posting). I got pretty upset, and I just decided to leave.

The night before that, I had a dream where my house was infested with spiders. Like, TONS. of huge spiders. everywhere.

I dunno why I'm so down lately. Well, I know the reason. I just haven't figured out how to fix it. If I knew how to fix something, then I wouldn't have the problem in the first place, right...?

I wake up, it's a bad dream. No one on my side. I was fighting, but I just feel too tired to be fighting. Guess I'm not the fighting kind. Wouldn't mind it if you were by my side but yeah you're long gone now...

Why are my legs shaking, palms sweating, and heart rate increasing just over making a new blog

Stop eating cheese before you go to sleep :D

But Blade, I'm right here.

But I'm coming back to PC more often now! :o