Palamon
Silence is Purple
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I'm still shaken up because of the RWBY finale, but that's not what I'm here for right now. Also, I do apologize for my rather low activity here, but no one cares, probably, so.
Right, so, anyway.
On Valentine's Day, I have my first doctor's appointment with a non pediatrician, since I'm twenty now, everything is slowly changing, I guess? I'm not looking forward to having to fast until 4pm, though, which is something that isn't a problem for me, anyway, but? I don't know, the fact I have to sit in the doctor's office getting blood work on Valentine's Day just feels grossly ironic to me. And since I'm stuck fasting until 4pm I'm taking the day off work that day. The last time I got bloodwork and had to fast for like, half a day? Was back when I was maybe sixteen? Seventeen? But mom decided stupid Facebook games were more important than letting me get something to eat after fasting. (Yeah, we literally went to the library that time after, I don't remember why, but then mom signed into a library computer to play her stupid Farmville or whatever it was). I had to poke her abt getting something to eat, but this was years ago, and I'm gonna just... move on from that.
Right, well, it's going to be a long Valentine's week. I also have to go to the dentist the day before as well. Then office work on Wednesday and probably being forced into social situations on Thursday, so in reality, the only freei-sh day I have is Friday that week.
Also, I thought I should mention this, but I've kind of had a rough emotional battle going on for awhile? I'm never in a stable mood anyway, but, it's winter so I guess feeling my mood change (rapidly some days) is normal, but I've felt it's been worse lately.
Guess it doesn't matter. It shouldn't, anyway.
All I ever feel like doing anyway is watch anime/reading, play idol games, or messaging my best friend. When I'm doing any of that, I'm just basically existing quietly, I suppose. Ah well, I've had enough talking for now. Bye for the moment.
Right, so, anyway.
On Valentine's Day, I have my first doctor's appointment with a non pediatrician, since I'm twenty now, everything is slowly changing, I guess? I'm not looking forward to having to fast until 4pm, though, which is something that isn't a problem for me, anyway, but? I don't know, the fact I have to sit in the doctor's office getting blood work on Valentine's Day just feels grossly ironic to me. And since I'm stuck fasting until 4pm I'm taking the day off work that day. The last time I got bloodwork and had to fast for like, half a day? Was back when I was maybe sixteen? Seventeen? But mom decided stupid Facebook games were more important than letting me get something to eat after fasting. (Yeah, we literally went to the library that time after, I don't remember why, but then mom signed into a library computer to play her stupid Farmville or whatever it was). I had to poke her abt getting something to eat, but this was years ago, and I'm gonna just... move on from that.
Right, well, it's going to be a long Valentine's week. I also have to go to the dentist the day before as well. Then office work on Wednesday and probably being forced into social situations on Thursday, so in reality, the only freei-sh day I have is Friday that week.
Also, I thought I should mention this, but I've kind of had a rough emotional battle going on for awhile? I'm never in a stable mood anyway, but, it's winter so I guess feeling my mood change (rapidly some days) is normal, but I've felt it's been worse lately.
Guess it doesn't matter. It shouldn't, anyway.
All I ever feel like doing anyway is watch anime/reading, play idol games, or messaging my best friend. When I'm doing any of that, I'm just basically existing quietly, I suppose. Ah well, I've had enough talking for now. Bye for the moment.
