I'm pretty certain that I just suck at life

how do.

idek



okayyyyy *breathe*

With every day I'm hating life more and more, it's just boring and repetitive. I wish it wasn't like this, but it is, and needs to get better.

I need to go outside more

I need to rethink my goals

what am I doing wrong

This isn't going anywhere.

What is supposed to be, and what's not supposed to be?

*sigh* I need help

Just look at the cute little penguin. LOOK AT HOW IT'S TRYING TO MOTIVATE YOU. It has already motivated me in doing my homework.

But really...I hope you are doing okay. You're starting to worry me. :S Talk to someone you trust if you do feel very low, like your school counselor or something...they will help you.

Do you find yourself with people who make you feel happy? Not even in a relationship way, do your friends make you laugh? If not, I'd try and find people who do. Try to take things more light-heartedly. These sorts of things really made me feel more happy with life, so maybe it will help you as well?

Yeah I think you have. Every blog from you lately seems to be a downer one. Nah, I'm not saying "oh stop with the teenage hormones and cheer up" but if you're really not liking where things are headed, only you can change that. So.. figure out what you want to change or improve and set a task to do it. Talk to someone professional, too. I think therapists have a bad rep because people think you have to be crazy to talk to one.
No way, therapists are there just to help you sort out your day-to-day life too.. so.. talk to them.

Unlike Spherical Ice, I feel more happy when I feel self accomplished than when I'm with friends. You have to figure out what's right for you. If you fail.. heck that's okay. Just try it again or find something new!

Just to cheer you up a little bit, the only thing that I did at 15 that severely affected my future was getting into the habit of getting good grades so I could continue that my junior/senior year and get into a good college. You're in no way on a track that you can't change, and any mistakes you make now will (well 90% of them anyway) be wiped out in a few years. So don't worry so much about what you do affecting your future in massive ways or how your goals are being met, you have plenty of time to change before it starts "counting". :)

I would have liked to get to this before others so I'm not just rehashing what's already been said but since the former is not the case and the latter is, all I have to say is - life is a difficult game to play but if keep pressing try again after you fall, sooner or later you'll figure it out and snipe that final boss.

If days are getting endless and repetitive, change it up yourself. Take up programs you've never done before, join clubs, get some hobbies you can set goals with (art, literature, dance).

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE.