Mysteries of the Universe.

Love and dating, marrying and starting a family.

None of them make sense to me. I don't know...I just don't understand. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I don't think love and romance particularly interest me. I find sex repulsing, and the idea of someone kissing me too close for comfort. Maybe I just don't want to dedicate my life to another person. I'm too much a loner and not caring enough about other people to wanna pursue a relationship with a girl.

Maybe what I want is purely platonic.

I don't know... I don't understand the concept of love. I already hated that emotion enough to begin with. It's bothered me for years, and honestly, if anyone ever tells me they love me, and it's that kind of love, I'll probably just deny it and reject anyone who wants me.

I guess it's okay to wanna be alone. I just... can't deal with people... let alone, deal with a person for the rest of forever.

I don't know. I'm weird.

I don't think that it's that weird to not want to be in a relationship or not want sex. It just might seem that way because society still makes those things seem like one of the major end goals in life (because y'know society is very very slow to change on certain things).

I'm pretty sure that there's a fair number of people on this very site that have no interest in sex and/or find it repulsive. I myself do not wish to ever be in a romantic relationship, for some of the same reasons as you. And I'm pretty sure we're not the only two aromantics in the world.

Nah, it's not wierd. I am the same :)