Palamon
Silence is Purple
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- 15
- Years
- Age 27
- Snezhnaya, Teyvat.
- Seen today
I'm not leaving, you're stuck with me, but...
I'm probably going to try to be less active.
But only for a little bit.
I need to focus on my currently diminishing health. On the first I was hoping sleep would help me feel better, but with every given day I get worse. Like I'm a ticking time bomb. Could be due to all the stress I might be carrying around. I don't like being in pain, and I need to focus on that...before something really bad happens.
I'm going to beg my parents for me to see someone. I'm actually scared to tell them. That's how it always is...and after the pains subside and don't come back I never tell them... but I feel like if I don't this time I'll die or worse.
I'm even going to school normally the pain follows me there, obviously, but I don't show any outer signs of it. That's the weird part.
Tonight I'm going to try to go to bed half an hour early. And I won't play my DS during that time. I'll actually try to get some rest so I don't get worse... and... I'm going to some pain medicine before bed. And if I don't feel any better in the morning I'll tell them everything.
That's my solution.
I want to feel better...and I don't want things to remain this way forever. I'm going to try whatever I can because I am not okay.
I'm probably going to try to be less active.
But only for a little bit.
I need to focus on my currently diminishing health. On the first I was hoping sleep would help me feel better, but with every given day I get worse. Like I'm a ticking time bomb. Could be due to all the stress I might be carrying around. I don't like being in pain, and I need to focus on that...before something really bad happens.
I'm going to beg my parents for me to see someone. I'm actually scared to tell them. That's how it always is...and after the pains subside and don't come back I never tell them... but I feel like if I don't this time I'll die or worse.
I'm even going to school normally the pain follows me there, obviously, but I don't show any outer signs of it. That's the weird part.
Tonight I'm going to try to go to bed half an hour early. And I won't play my DS during that time. I'll actually try to get some rest so I don't get worse... and... I'm going to some pain medicine before bed. And if I don't feel any better in the morning I'll tell them everything.
That's my solution.
I want to feel better...and I don't want things to remain this way forever. I'm going to try whatever I can because I am not okay.
