Anxiety.
Walking on sunshine.
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- Age 28
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- Seen Feb 5, 2011
No I kid. I'm generally a happy person.
But, after around an hour of me crying over something, I got talking to my role model, she's a close friend of mine, so she was comforting me. I look up to her so much, I really wish I could be like her. And I was complaining about everything, and then she said "Me too man, I do this all the time". It may not sound as great to you, but to me, that was the person I wish I could be, telling me that we're alike. It made me so happy. And then she offered to go for a 6am walk with me (I love 6am walks in the park, they're nice) which made me feel even better.
Yeah, its been a good night.
And I have fags so I'm not stressing as much as I normally do. Everything from my last journal has gone, no more bad OCD, not as much paranoia. Feels good.
I'll tell you something, this is a nice read. It makes you think, makes you happy and makes you cry all at once. Thats what I've been reading until I got on here.
And Sorry guys, all of you, I must bother you so much with my ranting and general being depressing-ness. Sorry :/
But, after around an hour of me crying over something, I got talking to my role model, she's a close friend of mine, so she was comforting me. I look up to her so much, I really wish I could be like her. And I was complaining about everything, and then she said "Me too man, I do this all the time". It may not sound as great to you, but to me, that was the person I wish I could be, telling me that we're alike. It made me so happy. And then she offered to go for a 6am walk with me (I love 6am walks in the park, they're nice) which made me feel even better.
Yeah, its been a good night.
And I have fags so I'm not stressing as much as I normally do. Everything from my last journal has gone, no more bad OCD, not as much paranoia. Feels good.
I'll tell you something, this is a nice read. It makes you think, makes you happy and makes you cry all at once. Thats what I've been reading until I got on here.
And Sorry guys, all of you, I must bother you so much with my ranting and general being depressing-ness. Sorry :/