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Trans Stuff Again.

Posted January 6th, 2016 at 2:45 PM by Mezzo (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

J ESUS CHRIST.

Yes, again. What do you want from me...

I know I keep on going on about this... I understand how annoying I am, but just... let me keep talking about this until I feel better about it... I don't know what's more important: being happy, or being comfortable with my body, which I guess is the same thing, but Anyway.

Currently, I'm jobless, and I've been told I probably wouldn't be able to transition while I'm working. I'm also not sure what
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omg

Posted January 5th, 2016 at 8:29 PM by Mezzo (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

So, at the card store, today, the ladies asked me in middle school. I had to correct them that I'm 19, high school graduate.

I'll forever look like I'm 14 until I'm 30, won't I? :(
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Matryoshka

Posted January 3rd, 2016 at 11:46 PM by Mezzo (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

Matryoshka is a Russian doll. It's also a Vocaloid song. I'd change my username to Matryoshka, but username is taken by someone with more than 1 post. Shame, too, I've really been into that song lately...

This entry is about usernames. If you didn't get the gist, I'm changing my username to Karnavaly

It's Russian for carnivals. My family's heritage resides with Russia and Poland, so I want to try learning Russian, tbh. I'm very bad with comprehending new languages,
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Change is Harder Than it Looks.

Posted January 2nd, 2016 at 11:53 PM by Mezzo (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

I don't know.

I feel like I title that a lot of the entries I post. "I don't know."

Sometimes, I feel like I never change. Then there are times I feel like I have changed. I suppose it's hard to see, but maybe I'm just not that emo kid on the block anymore. That's a change, probably. Maybe I'm... quieter than I used to be, as well, and less nosy. I do remember pointing out everything I notice, even when it wasn't in my place to say it, and not thinking before
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I Take This Liberty To...

Posted December 31st, 2015 at 11:42 PM by Mezzo (Can't Get Inside My Soul)

I don't know what you expect me to say.

I don't even know what I'm supposed to be looking forward to this 2016, other than that work program I was supposed to be in last year. But waiting is a crime, my fellow inmates. (I always wanted to say something stupid like that.)

This year, I kind of want to try to raise my activity here a little. Been trying for years and years, since I joined this forum back in 2009, but it never happens, and I always give up. But I'm willing
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