Conversation Between Sheep and ZeoStar
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  1. Sheep
    November 13th, 2021 11:04 PM
    Yeah, I totally get that, and understand why some doctors may be reluctant to prescribe it. Back when I was having panic attacks my doctor didn't want to give me any kind of anxiety medication despite me clearly being completely panicked though, which I guess I understood given possibility of addiction, but I was clearly suffering - to the point where simpler things like meditating wouldn't help much - and some medicated help would've been nice :x I wasn't even that young either, in my mid 20s, so I understood the risks!!

    yeah it can be multiplayer too! Others can join your world and help you out with stuff. I've never done multi yet but strong people can help carry you through things if you need it. Which is nice if you have strong friends and want to catch up more quickly aha

    yes @ Unity, I heard!! I got used to the graphics, they're cute and it looks like they were improved on from the original trailers. I also did hear the PokéRadar (the shiny hunting tool in DP) was nerfed in ways that make getting shinies more difficult, and that sucks if it's intended/not a bug :(
  2. ZeoStar
    November 13th, 2021 6:21 AM
    It took a couple tries. The initial I was prescribed was Buspirone. That was an awful expierence. I would always get heavy brain zaps 10 minuites after taking it. However it's a low dependency medicine. My age has created complications. My doctor was almost forceful in making me hand over the xanax the hospital gave me. At first I was confused. Now I understand. The last thing she wanted was a 17 year old devoloping a xanax addiction.

    ...Is it online game? From the way you speak of it that's what it sounds like. I had assumed it was a single player switch game. I don't mind grinding much, it gives me a chance to listen to podcasts/music. (being totally honest, i've stretched out messages on pokecommunity to finish playlists).

    This is my first time preordering a pokemon game. Did you know it's being made in Unity? The first time for a Pokemon game. I think the chibi artstyle is cute and reminds me of a DS game. Also, it always astounds me how many animal crossing villagers exist. I know none of whom you mentioned. Regardless, i'll be trying happy home paradise today. I have not got around to it yet.
  3. Sheep
    November 12th, 2021 12:10 AM
    That's what my mom takes when she feels anxious! She's been taking it for a long time and says it works well ^^ It's good it works well, I guess it's one I can keep in mind if I ever feel like I need to go on medication..

    And yeah it's very similar. The art and story are great, or at least what I managed to do of it before the repeated grinding for upgrade items for my characters got too tedious. I was having fun but one day it all just....stopped. I think I just finished upgrading my last main character and then right as I did I leveled up, and the next character upgrade bracket unlocked. Meaning I didn't even have downtime and had to do it all over again. Realized then that I just didn't want to keep doing those same boss battles and etc daily constantly. It's no fun D:

    Yeah BDSP is so close now!! I honestly can't believe it, feels like yesterday when it was announced. Hopefully we both like it. And sure, if you win I can discount you now that you're able to get your own copy <3 can't wait till they're out so we can let each other know how it goes!!

    Fav villagers... hmm idk I love a lot. But Willow's color scheme is so cute and I love her. :D Also Poppy, Kid Cat, Lolly, and soo many of those cute ones. omg. I also like a lot of the new ones ~
  4. ZeoStar
    November 11th, 2021 9:26 AM
    If I haven't mentioned it, what I take is called 'lexapro'. It's only given through prescription. At first I was worried about taking it because I had never taken a medication, and I was aware this stuff can have awful side effects. It really did change my life. It stops the chronic random worrying.

    I got curious and looked up Genshin Impact. It looks exactly like Breath of the Wild. You mentioned it being repetitive, but did you enjoy it for the most part? As in was it good enough to play through the entire thing? I felt the same way about Breath of the Wild. I never did it, despite putting so many hours into it. If I'm not enjoying a game, there will always be a point when I just can't get myself to pick it up anymore. If I force myself, it'll be a short playing session.

    Oh. I came up with the money and preordered Brilliant Diamond. I'm very excited for it. 7 days feels like so long. I've came down with some sort of illness, honestly makes me wish I could play it now. It's hard doing anything else when feeling stiff and feverish. I don't get sick often, so it's most unfortunate.

    By the way, in the very slim chance I win the Diamond/Pearl giveaway, can you guys just reroll and pass it to someone else or something? It's only fair. Or maybe you could just disqualify me. I don't even want to just take the gift card, it doesn't seem fair or in spirit of the giveaway.

    Do you have a favorite villager in animal crossing?
  5. Sheep
    November 9th, 2021 8:37 PM
    Glad to hear you got it!! I hope you feel more relieved now that you're taking it, glad it all went away when you started the medication again ^^ Medicine is so impressive tbh, it's great how it can make people live so much more comfortably.

    ooh yeah BotW was so popular. I think it takes a very long time to go through most of the content there, which is good since it means more playtime. I like the way it looks a lot but dunno if it's my thing either. Already tried Genshin Impact which was strongly inspired by it, and while I loved the characters/art, the gameplay got a little too tiring and repetitive for me. hope he likes it!!

    And yes I did try. :D It's fun but I'm taking it slow and only playing an hour or so max a day, so I don't go through the content too quickly. I like designing homes for characters since I enjoyed that in Happy Home Designer for 3DS, so I knew I'd like this one too. And the new furniture I've seen so far looks nice. Bell Boom sounds good, gl paying it off! I went with beautiful island so I can get more villagers to help me water flowers and pick weeds lol. Though I have so many flowers they will never keep up with all of it each day, uuurgh.

    tipper is cute <3
  6. ZeoStar
    November 8th, 2021 11:58 PM
    It's quite alright. In other news I actually got refilled on the prescription. I was actually beginning withdrawal symptoms so I'm thankful to have it. It's 2:50 AM at my time of writing this, a side effect of being on the medication is randomly being wide awake when I should be asleep. But gosh, being on it is so much better than suffering through anxiety. It just all disintegrated when I took this.

    Someone was texting me about how he planned on buying Breath of The Wild. I wasn't a fan of that game, but I didn't dissuade him. Just because I didn't enjoy it doesn't mean he wouldn't like it. It's just that Nintendo games don't go on sale so he has to buy something he's unsure about for $60.

    I have Marina, Julian, Jerimiah, and Tipper which are some I like. My sister got me an amiibo card with Jerimiah, Tipper moved in from her village. So I assume at this point you must have tried the update, what did you think of it? You can now pick an ordinance. I picked the bell boom because I still haven't payed my house. I get so distracted in this game.
  7. Sheep
    November 4th, 2021 5:15 AM
    Omg, I'm so sorry ;__; Ugh. Life just isn't fair sometimes. All the best to you and his friends and loved ones.. I'm so sorry again. :( Here for you.

    And awesome, thank you for letting me know! I would rather play the 3DS version since it's more modern and looks better, that makes the decision much easier. I think my husband might have a copy so I will ask him and see. Would be nice to finally experience that classic.

    And nice! Who are some of your fav villagers you have? :3 Glad you had fun! I am actually typing this right before going to try out the new update ~
  8. ZeoStar
    November 3rd, 2021 10:24 AM
    Thanks. It was a nice halloween.

    I finished the appointment. The appointment was fine, this morning wasn't. A loved one lost his battle with addiction. I feel sick. I haven't felt this way from a loss in a long time. We loved him.

    Ocarina of Time has a 3DS remake and it's way better. If you can, you should probably play that one. It's only $20 now. The art style is beautiful, the water temple has been fixed to remove the tedium, it has a built in hint system so you don't need internet guidance. There's a fun mode to rematch bosses too. I hated the N64 version as a kid. I was like "why would my older brother like this clunky game so much". I played the 3DS version, loved it. Went back to the N64 version, and appreciated it more.

    I played Animal Crossing with my sister today. Her island is way better than mine. The only thing I like right now about my island is my villagers.
  9. Sheep
    November 2nd, 2021 4:24 AM
    Happy late Halloween!!!

    And I'm the same. If something stresses me out I'll be thinking about it constantly until it's time for it, which just makes me more worried about it. Totally get you there >< Living life like this can be so stressful..

    OoT seems fun! Some people are really trying to get me to play it lol, I should one day. Never really played most of these classic N64 games either, but ones like OoT are very tempting cause of all the good feedback on it ~

    A lot of stuff is in the DLC, off the top of my head it's farming, cooking, a new area to travel to with a lot of shops (some that are from New Leaf will exist in NH with that too), villagers can visit you or invite you over, and more. It's pretty big and I'm excited for it. Just a few more days!! I'm really looking forward to AC but also BDSP and Legends to a somewhat smaller extent, though I'm still excited. Hoenn was my most played region too and I spent so much time on it as a kid, so I get that, but it's cool to know I can try out DP remakes in 2021. Didn't think it would happen when they came out in 2006 :D
  10. ZeoStar
    October 31st, 2021 4:26 AM
    Happy Halloween
  11. ZeoStar
    October 29th, 2021 1:14 PM
    I called the doctor office anyways. As expected, they told me I need to wait until the appointment. I feel just fine right now. Although, I'm becoming incessantly worried about the appointment. (like, i'm counting the days and hours in my head). Part of the issue with this anxiety disorder is that I get fixated on something, and worry myself until I become ill. I wish I had a way to calm down, but I usually succumb to this.

    He is having lots of fun with it. It makes it totally worth the $50 for me. I started playing Ocarina of Time. I may have already expressed my feelings towards older games. Being born after the N64 era, I have no nostalgic attachment for many of these games. Because of this, it sometimes makes these games feel like nothing but an outdated mess. I love Ocarina of Time though.

    What else is being included in the Animal Crossing DLC? I was speaking with my sister about it and she mentioned some new villagers and farming. I mostly look forward to the DDP remake. I believe during the original releases I had recently turned 6. For some reason I asked to buy Pokemon Sapphire instead. (no idea why). So I grew up with Hoenn, not Sinnoh. Which one do you look forward to more?
  12. Sheep
    October 28th, 2021 5:10 AM
    Ahh I'd be so nervous if I typically took meds but didn't have enough.. but if you think you'll be okay, it's good to hear <3 Panic attacks suck. I had them at random moments too and god it just sucks when they happen without a trigger. But when they were triggered by a ton of customers at work is the worst because then my face will turn red and it'll become so obvious I'm anxious. Just thinking of those moments makes me cringe...

    omg! That's so nice of you. T_T I hope he has fun with it when he plays! I probably would've done that too if I had someone over often enough that wanted to use it. Luckily my husband's friend pays for a family plan and keeps us all on it lol. When you break it down to a family plan ($80 a year, up to 8 people) it comes down to around $6.6 per year for each person which is a lot more affordable. We'll just buy him a lunch or something when we see him next. I'm a bit torn on this expansion pass in general cause it's soo expensive but at least we're not paying for it tbh..

    Looking forward to the AC DLC honestly, so many people are! The new Pokémon games too. I hope you can get it soon ^^ Are you looking forward to Legends or BDSP, or both?
  13. ZeoStar
    October 26th, 2021 2:47 PM
    Oh, thank you! I wanted something winter-ish. It's my first time ever using a gif avatar.

    I'm glad you've gotten to attend one of these. The live stunt man was incredible. I had third row seats. He did things such as juggling knives, while another stunt involved him placing tiny objects on his body (such as his arms and head) while the other person launched knives and precisely knocked the objects off. I'm not much of a shopper, so I hung out at the shows all day.

    Mine often do not have triggers, and will just occur for seemingly not much reason. Coincidentally, I had one this morning at about 4:00 AM. I'm still in pretty good spirits. I did tell my mother this time, so she asked if I had medication. Truthfully, I'm out of medicine and have no refills. I can't get into the doctors until November. I'll be fine, that I'm sure of.

    I did buy the Nintendo Expansion Pass for $50. I was not going to do this, but I have a younger cousin who is disabled. He likes coming over and playing games, and I knew how happy he would be playing the expansion pass. Happiness is pretty contagious, and there's a certain joy I get from knowing he's over here comfortably playing a game.

    Then again, I was going to save this gift card for the new pokemon game. But I guess I might get lucky and get it at Christmas. The expansion pass also got me the animal crossing DLC. What do you think of the expansion pass?
  14. Sheep
    October 25th, 2021 10:01 PM
    I love your avatar so sooo much

    And that looks awesome! I love Medieval-like festivals, they're always a lot of fun. We went to a Medieval show once with my little brother who was like, maybe 6 at the time, and it was one of the best times ever. So much respect to those actors. Wish I could've been there with you too! Glad you enjoyed it!! :D

    I'm glad you're not getting panic attacks as much. I used to get them years ago, was triggered by waking up not able to breathe (probably was just sleeping and breathing weirdly), and that lasted for like half a year without any treatment because I thought I could just get over it. Wish I took medication, would have made it so much less hellish.

    It wasn't just some sort of meme about the milkshake machine never working. It was always down for some odd reason.
    lol I know the feel. I feel like it was down 80% of the time when I went there. I remember getting it one time and the milkshake was icky and sour so they must have used spoiled milk <_<
  15. ZeoStar
    October 25th, 2021 2:37 PM
    Here's a photo gallery of some of the stuff I saw. It was super fun, but my photos are just random.

    There was jousting (which explains the horses). It's actually the official sport for our area. I took photos of the stages and performers, some of it was just the crowd photos of the crowd I took, because seeing so many people is interesting to me.