Conversation Between ZeoStar and Sheep
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  1. ZeoStar
    2 Days Ago 8:44 PM
    ZeoStar
    I have covid. Sorry, this might delays these messages even more. I'll update you when I feel okay. Just fatigued and feverish.

    I admit I stopped masking and I've been hanging out in large crowds. I was fully vaccinated so I tossed caution out the window.
  2. Sheep
    3 Days Ago 10:23 AM
    Sheep
    I didn't realize I got a message! oopsss

    I hope you end up liking it. One of these days maybe I will too. But if not it's okay, I'll just use medication or try techniques to keep myself calm.. doing my best to fight it, as hard as it is. Take-off is scary to some but others love watching flying into the sky and seeing things below them. I wish I felt the same way!

    and not really a completionist ahaha, or not anymore. There are far too many requests to complete anyway and some of them are so confusing on how to trigger... like, I doubt I'd be able to do 90% of them without a guide aha

    I hope your depression has been better!! <3 many hugs! has it improved in the last week??

    (also 4 player randoms? omg that seems so busy, hopefully everyone has a good connection and doesn't take too long etc)
  3. ZeoStar
    1 Week Ago 6:46 PM
    ZeoStar
    It's mostly the thought of being up in the sky. It's unfathomable to me. I'm still curious to how it feels. I'd just rent a movie to watch. I guess take-off is the scariest part.

    Honestly, I haven't even been doing the requests. I'd rather just see the new levels. Are you a completionist? I'm certainty not one. I've mostly just done story related games.

    I stopped taking the prescribed medication regularly. I do get slightly lightheaded, but for the most part I ignore it. But yeah apologies for the slowness, it's not you personally. Have been fighting depression for a while (even though I'm super quiet about it) but it's gotten really bad. I feel defeated.

    I keep forgetting to mention, Pokemon Showdown has added 4 player random battles. It's really fun so you might want to check it out. (As long as you don't get ganged up on). Getting something like Xerneas can make you a target.
  4. Sheep
    1 Week Ago 5:26 PM
    Sheep
    of course, no worries! no need to reply at all, or just take as long as you need ~

    and thank youu it's wooloo dream world art :3
  5. ZeoStar
    1 Week Ago 5:20 PM
    ZeoStar
    Sorry for my lack of reply. Haven't been feeling very sociable

    Your new avatar is nice by the way
  6. Sheep
    2 Weeks Ago 1:11 PM
    Sheep
    Plane crashes are so ridiculously unlikely since like 8 people check things in order and have to okay it before the plane flies, so that's definitely not a worry, but I get what you mean ;__; It's so hard not to run worst case scenarios through your head.... oof. I know the feel so much. 3 hours is very little! you can do it!!

    yeah there will be more to New Snap -late reply- fluffruit replace apples (though they're essentially the same thing), illumina orbs replace pester, and you'll get some other stuff like speedup later too. As for leveling.. yeah, it can be slow. All you can really do is repeat the course and take pics of Pokémon in poses you haven't photographed there before. It can be slow, and I didn't finish maxing all mine out D:

    I didn't take xanax but what I took was another name for diazepam! It's similar. My flying phobia was so bad it only helped me a little bit lol. Xanax works super well but is also really addicting yeah, over time you'll build resistance to it after taking it daily and then need more and more, to the point where you'd need unhealthy amounts to see benefits... so I've heard. It would be so relieving to be able to take these things and just feel normal without any potential addictions down the line :< Glad it helped you!
  7. ZeoStar
    3 Weeks Ago 6:13 AM
    ZeoStar
    I understand. I just said bye to all my siblings. I don't see them much at all, so we keep in touch long distance through texting and the occasional video call. I love hanging out with them because we really connect and I feel like they care. There's other family, but I don't connect with them on nearly the same extent. When they leave, I always feel "back on my own", until the day we can hang out again. We had a nice time together though.

    Yeah it's pretty much confirmed now I will be flying. I probably will have anxiety (because i'm already running scenarios in my head, like what if the plane has a problem landing or if it's going to crash). But oh well, it's likely nothing but overthinking. It's only going to be about a 3 hour flight, but heights also make me a bit dizzy.

    Speaking of video games, do you unlock any new tools on New Pokemon Snap? Feel like I'm getting pretty far into this, and only have an apple and the music player. The previous game had a speedup feature and pester balls. Also I'm not quite sure how to level up my stage past Level 2. I can't seem to get enough points. I saw the clip of Brock/Misty making a cameo in the Sun/Moon anime. I find it strange when they do a change of voice actor. It takes me a moment to process "wait they don't sound like I remember".

    Have you ever taken Xanax? When I was in the hospital for anxiety, they gave me a small amount (couldn't get the full thing because my age is a big risk for addiction and dependency). And what a weird pill. I went from absolute panic, into completely soothed within a minute. I admit if I had that at home I would probably be using it all the time.
  8. Sheep
    3 Weeks Ago 4:27 PM
    Sheep
    I'd say it does but it also feels weird.. I feel a bit weirder being home than the last time I came back from a 7-month long trip. Not sure why. I guess I'm slowly adjusting away from living at home and more to living at home with my partner. D: Not having him around is so weird but such is the pain of long distance stuff...

    And ooh, I def want you to let me know what you think when you fly. Sometimes I feel so alone in hating flying, like even my anxious friends seem to love it, so sometimes I wonder why I got chosen to feel like this lol. It can be a lot of fun to look out the window if it's something you can tolerate though, to see all the things below you (if you're not too scared) ~

    and ahahaha I'm totally different! I love watching good YouTubers and their reactions to stuff in let's plays. it can be hilarious. But I guess I spent years watching that sort of stuff and kinda grew adjusted to it, I'm also hecka lazy with video games these days... x'D

    Yes I do! The pokeani is great :3 I watch the Japanese version and it can be quite good, there is some major news of returning characters lately so that has me mega hyped. The current saga (Journeys) has its weakpoints but one of the strong points is all the returning characters it brings back, even if it's just for a bit. Soo cool to see old chars again!!

    or any sort of larger pills.
    Ugh yeah... these suck. I hate them too. ; ; But luckily some of them are capsule style which is reaaally slippery and can be swallowed super easily. I forced myself to take big pills when I had to and they went down so easily, it definitely wasn't as bad as it looked. But yeah that's now always the case ahdhfhhasdf
  9. ZeoStar
    3 Weeks Ago 2:15 PM
    ZeoStar
    It's okay. It actually only took you a couple days to reply. It took me nearly a week. I might have to fly for the first time around Christmas to see a family member. Does it feel nice being home? I'm enjoying the warmer weather, which is unusual because I typically prefer cold weather. I will be traveling with my family to the mountains on July 19th.

    Amusingly, you don't even need weapons. You can pour points into "unarmed" and just punch everything. I like blowing things up so I put lots of my points into explosions. I'm not good at following Let's Plays. Always ends up making me want to play it and I abandon the playthrough. It's honestly more of an RPG with decisions than a shooter.

    I was in middleschool during 2013, so I guess it's a matter of perspective. It feels like a lifetime ago to me. Do you follow the Pokemon Anime? I don't watch it, however sometimes I like reading up on it or watching clips from YouTube. Also I've never taken painkillers. I only take medication for anxiety. (And sometimes some medication for my stomach). Those "pill tablet" medications look intimidating to me. I don't know if I could swallow those, or any sort of larger pills.
  10. Sheep
    3 Weeks Ago 10:24 AM
    Sheep
    Sorry for the slowness, been flying back home and just made it back yesterday, been getting mega jetlag... it's so hot here D: Came back home to like 91 degrees F? whyyy summer it's not even July yet!!

    And yeah it does sound pretty complex honestly, ahah. But to be honest shooter games aren't for me... playing as someone wielding guns or other weapons like that has always been pretty stressful for me, and it's not one of my favorite genres. Even if the story/gameplay is exceptional. Definitely would be fun to watch someone play though, and experience it that way :O

    it's not that old to me! maybe it doesn't seem like long ago to me when it just started airing though, 2013 is a while back but not super long to me. I remember how excited my friends were about season 1 before we had other seasons though ~ ahhh miss all the anime excitement. nowadays I am SO slow and lazy with watching some stuff x.x And they did! thank goodness for painkillers @[email protected]
  11. ZeoStar
    3 Weeks Ago 11:45 AM
    ZeoStar
    Fallout: New Vegas is interesting, because it's what you make of it. If you don't want to combat much, you can upgrade speech and stealth and you can talk your way out of most situations. If you decide to play independent (not alleging to any faction), pretty much everyone can stay alive. It only leaves a couple antagonists. (Mr. House, because you have to betray him to play independent, and the legion). New California can be talked down. So can the legion, but it's harder. Speech has to be fully mastered. Even the guy who shoots you in the intro can be spared, but it's complex. (because legion kidnaps him, means dealing with them, and they want to hang him on a cross). This probably sounds convoluted, the whole thing is like a political spider web.

    Thank you for the thread. I really do appreciate it. It doesn't matter if it was long worded or not. New Pokemon Snap is fun, I've unlocked the desert and beach levels. You were right about the game being pretty. I really like how you unlock more levels, and each time you level up it changes the course. It was a happy birthday for sure. Also I went to a wedding Saturday. (My older brother got married). I was a groomsman.

    I didn't realize how old attack on titan was. Been busy because of the wedding and birthday, but i'll have time to watch again tonight. I'll have to recap myself because I don't quite remember episode 10. I think they were defending the town after it got breached and they had to break into the building. Also did the headaches get better for you?
  12. Sheep
    4 Weeks Ago 2:01 AM
    Sheep
    Almost everybody can be killed, even important characters. So if you go around massacring everybody you'll be playing an entirely different story than someone who just joins the Californian Republic.
    Oof is there a way to keep everyone alive? Games that require death are a lil sad to me ;_; lol

    also omg! Happy birthday!! I made you a thread, am now good at celebration threads too much but a thread is better than no thread :3 hope you enjoy new snap!!!

    Honestly I feel bad that I can't remember what happened in ep10, but I did watch it years ago so I guess that's understandable. It's definitely a tense show though. I assume you like the opening song? :O
  13. ZeoStar
    4 Weeks Ago 12:32 PM
    ZeoStar
    My older brother got me the new pokemon snap game for my birthday ^_^
  14. ZeoStar
    4 Weeks Ago 10:23 AM
    ZeoStar
    It's quite okay. I don't think I've ever felt too impacted by screen time, then again I don't look at my phone too much anymore. Whenever I post on here it's usually from my computer. Anyways, hopefully the headaches get better for you.

    I have an actual copy of Wild World, and I was going to start a file. It started having an issue with freezing, then again I didn't want to play it that much anyways. I just thought it would be cool to try it out again. It can be worth looking online at multicarts. I did realize the hype for Pokemon Snap 2 has gone down, so yeah I think I missed my window for that game. Not to say it still isn't worth it or anything.

    Fallout is surprisingly...not a very fast paced game. It's super dialogue intensive. I guess it would depend on the player because most NPC's have lots to say. The one I link (New Vegas) sort of adjusts the story to the player. Almost everybody can be killed, even important characters. So if you go around massacring everybody you'll be playing an entirely different story than someone who just joins the Californian Republic.

    Aw okay thanks, that's nice of you. I wasn't going to make myself a birthday topic this year, because I'll probably be super busy that day. But if you want to do such a thing I don't mind at all.

    I'm at the part where main protagonist got swallowed by the titan. I can't remember his name...eran? Around episode 10. I was digging for episodes on YouTube until I realized the entire show is on Hulu. This makes things much easier.
  15. Sheep
    June 19th, 2021 10:56 AM
    Sheep
    sorry, been tired lately... headaches daily, I think I look at my phone too much T_T lol

    Ooh I honestly did not think of emulating animal crossing... I actually might try that with wild world. It's just such a classic game, I let my friend visit my island and it was the funnest thing. Wish I still spoke to her tbh. D: She just stopped signing online one day.

    Going to watch that video in a minute over tea. I know how popular Fallout is but I wouldn't be very good at that type of game, it seems fast-paced and high-stress and I don't tend to be good at that. Might be more fun to watch than to play but who knows ahaa

    Yeah, the old Snap was very short. It was just going through the levels and that was it. I definitely think this New Snap is a good value for the content, but not everyone agrees, which I understand. Just going around taking photos isn't very appealing to some people. The hype didn't last long at all for the community, but we all had lots of fun going through it and posting pictures to social media. :3

    I'll try to post you a birthday thread!! glad you're having an overall good experience leading up till your birthday, that is so important ~

    aahhaa yeah I really only watch the opening/ending once and then skip. Can still appreciate the music even if we don't understand it well. Excited for you to catch up. I read the extra panels from the last manga chapter a few days ago and got so emotional, you have no idea. Can't wait to be able to talk to you about it once you're caught up. It's so crazy.