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Conversation Between Zanza and machomuu


Conversation Between Zanza and machomuu
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  1. Zanza
    May 3rd, 2017 6:25 PM
    Zanza
    They've been so-so. You?
  2. machomuu
    May 2nd, 2017 6:34 PM
    machomuu
    Yo, long time no chat, little lady.

    If you don't mind me asking, how've things been?
  3. Zanza
    July 12th, 2016 5:32 PM
    Zanza
    Sorry for... whatever the hell I've been doing. It would seem I'm always on the defensive with most people save for Zeria sometimes. I... don't really have a firm grasp of what friendship even means to me, if I ever did at all. But I'm working on it... (or trying to) When I do feel that people are friends though I get dangerously attached to a select few and I'm afraid of feeling that again.

    Err... talking more is fine I guess, if that's what you want. But I'd prefer small talk only on a public platform like this. :p
  4. machomuu
    July 12th, 2016 4:11 PM
    machomuu
    Ano Baka. Friendship is a two-way street. I'm not about keeping favors unreturned. It's more than that, though. Knowing that someone close to me is in pain and just watching from the side is not my thing. I'd rather you be legitimately cheery, or naturally apathetic, rather then know that something's up and do nothing about it. I don't put people on platter. I don't play favorites. Friends are friends. It's a bit worrisome to me that you wanted to first person to say this, though.

    And you aren't a bother. I enjoy it when you end up talking to me about how you're feeling, your problems, and stuff like that. We don't talk nearly enough as it is, so I'll take anything I can get. Plus, as you know, I don't like it when people keep things inside.
  5. Zanza
    July 11th, 2016 4:14 PM
    Zanza
    I always respond to VMs at least once. For me, it's just courteous to do so. Normally I'm more naturally understanding of people not being able to reply for whatever reason, so I only took notice this time because I haven't been feeling well. When you're like that it's like things that normally wouldn't bother you suddenly bother you. Even when you know it's not the case, your emotions feed into delusions you're being ignored or some muk when person s just busy or something. But once again, there's no need to apologize.

    Thanks, but no thanks. You're already juggling numerous personal responsibilities as well as devoting a large amount of time toward other people. It isn't my wish to add to that.

    For someone who evidently doesn't like voice calls, you sure as hell do it a lot with the right people.

    I don't think I'll ever understand how you and Ayu can play DS for hours on end. That wouldn't be good for me at all. Then again I can't really play games for extended periods of times like I used to... it's not that I don't want to, I just physically can't. Let alone with a stressful game like DS. You crazy kids...

    I'm gonna pass on Touhou for a bit tbh.
  6. machomuu
    July 10th, 2016 7:50 PM
    machomuu
    As for Dark Souls, I usually VC with Ayu, so sound's generally low or off. In most cases, assuming that isn't happening or I'm playing DS 2 or 3, I listen to random music I'm recommended or, classic, Cafe de Touhou. It's super chill, which completely betrays the dismal nature of the franchise works sooooo well. And it made death less frustrating.

    As for Touhou, I say start with 8, if you're having trouble. Apart from its kickass OST and overall fun cast, it's definitely the easiest next to 13. I'd recommend giving it a poke, because other than 9 it's the only main entry I've beaten so far.
  7. machomuu
    July 10th, 2016 7:43 PM
    machomuu
    I've been trying to reach out to you for a while, though. Because I worry about you quite a bit and often. And more than that, I worry that you don't have someone you can rely on, yourself. Someone I would be more than happy to be- both for your sake and for my own reasons.

    The one-on-one's been in their "to-do list" for almost/over two months now. Back when I was originally intending to leave discord post-drama, Ayu basically wanted to contact that way since I didn't want to be in the server we were both apart of- this being before Friends were a thing. Supposedly now it's coming soon, soon, but I dunno. I suppose we'll see.

    But I get where you're coming from. I suppose I have to be the opposite, myself, because I usually intend to get to know the others more personally, even if I don't have the social capacity to do so. More private calls are that way rather than parties where it's more casual and small-talkey, so I tend to opt for the former. That's a large reason why I'm into smaller chat-based rooms, as well.
  8. machomuu
    July 10th, 2016 7:24 PM
    machomuu
    You know, getting you to VM me back was actually an exciting prospect. I don't really get to talk to you that often. So needless to say, my negligence here is psyducking mukty. Absolutely psyducking mukty. Especially when I see you like you are today. It just...it isn't right. I'm sending this in parts because I don't want to miss you before you head off to dreamland. Try to smile a bit. I'm sorry about all this.
  9. Zanza
    July 10th, 2016 1:25 PM
    Zanza
    Stop.
  10. machomuu
    July 10th, 2016 5:06 AM
    machomuu
    Did I say I was the salt of the Earth? I meant I was the scum of the Earth.
  11. Zanza
    July 8th, 2016 3:54 AM
    Zanza
    Yeah, I know. I care about you, too. I just... can't really reach you, like with most people when they feel troubled. I can only hope from a distance that you have at least one person who can be there for you during those times. Of that, I'm pretty certain of, actually.
    I wanted to join in the VC in the main server last night, but only when there were more than two people in there. Strange, but I like there being at least three or more people aside from myself with these things. For those interested however, I wonder why the devs haven't added private one-on-one VCs like on Skype? I guess in due time.

    I just figured it might put me in the mindset required to play Dark Souls again since I've died so much during boss fights. I don't know, but I just couldn't see any self-improvement as I was traversing the land and frequently dying in Dark Souls. Also I should probably add my own OST or something when not in boss fights. The lack of music bores me somewhat. Yeah, I should definitely try more of the Touhou games I guess... Just not think of them in terms of being unfinished since it will probably take years to finish one of those games. x'D (I refuse to play Easy Modo)

    Good morning to you, too. Yeah, I slept pretty well. Didn't oversleep today. I've been sleeping ten hours for the past couple of days.
  12. machomuu
    July 8th, 2016 3:22 AM
    machomuu
    Well you shouldn't be. You were one of my priorities as well. Was it loses meaning if I say this a lot, or two too many people, and I can understand if it wouldn't mean anything to anybody by this point, I do care about my friends. That means you, too. To be honest, I wanted to talk to you quite a while ago. You should also voice more if you like it, you have a good voice.

    But I'm glad you're enjoying the fight. You got this. And hey, if it doesn't prime you to get back into dark souls, it might do something for your enthusiasm to get back into Touhou. Speaking of, you should check out the site games that are being released on the PS4. You might be interested in some of them. Actually two of them back when they were just some doujin titles released at Comiket.

    Good morning, by the way. Sleep well?
  13. Zanza
    July 7th, 2016 9:33 PM
    Zanza
    No biggie. I was just being a bratty and needy little turd. It's difficult, but I'd say I'm having a hell of a good time. He's killed me 24 times so far as of this message. (I'm keeping count for fun, haha.) I've gotten pretty close to the end... so I don't think I'll die more than 50 times. Whatever the total death toll will be in the end, I'm determined to finish this. I feel this may prime me into getting back to Dark Souls... maybe.

    Ah no biggie. That stuff doesn't bother me. You just seemed a bit distracted. I'm used to people being busy, dealing with their own worries, or just plain uninterested in exchanging contact.
    I'm not... really feeling much of anything about myself. Just focusing on games and my friends...
  14. machomuu
    July 7th, 2016 8:51 PM
    machomuu
    By the way, how are you feeling right now? I haven't asked in a while. I hope you're doing well. Right now I'm just sleepy.

    Sorry if I seemed a bit snippy yesterday. Well, the day before yesterday now. I was having a...I was in a bad mood and I get pretty cynical and snarky when I'm in a bad mood. Ugh. I didn't mean to get on your case like that.
  15. machomuu
    July 7th, 2016 8:48 PM
    machomuu
    Heheh...sorry for the lack of a reply, I really do appreciate you VMing meh. Are you having bad times yet?

    But I suppose I'm good. I would rather you enjoy playing the game The way you want to rather than trudging through the whole thing for the sake of completion. I'm glad to hear that you're having fun.

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