Haha, all you need is inspiration. I started by copying Amy Lee (the vocalist of Evanescence). With time, I departed from her style and developed my own. It takes time, effort, and passion.
My disappointment in my ex-gf, and how I try to obtain perfection in "the girlfriend" I'm looking for ;p I wanted to work on the poem more, to tell you the truth. But since now I'm "fighting" my unrealistic standards, the last thing I need is to put myself into that mood again XD so I decided to stop.