no i already know that syd will tell me if i cant get ahold of my gf today :\
at least i hope so lol i told her last nite too that it just kills me more NOT knowing than knowing some kind of horrible news. cuz when u dont know, it could be anything so its like it is everything at once. and that sux :(
i need another hug lolz.
ya basically my friends got me worried yesterday because something i guess is going on with my girlfriend that was bad, then suddenly wasnt bad i guess. but they refuse to tell me what it was and i doubt my gf will call today. and it kinda kills me more not knowing whats going on than knowing horrible news ya know?