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September 14th, 2009 3:22 PMkevcrashHere's my rant of the day:
Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel anymore for you.
Grieving for you,
I'm not grieving for you.
Nothing real love can't undo,
And though I may have lost my way,
All paths lead straight to you.
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave us alone again.
Humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I believe our love can see us through in death.
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.
You're not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.
I long to be like you, sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you.
And as we lay in silent bliss,
I know you remember me.
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.
[/depressing song]
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September 14th, 2009 3:20 PMKaylee Krysteenah FynchXD ^^"
Well, I am what I am. I think philosophically - I have a deep philosophy which stands behind the way I see and perceive the world - and so I also speak it, because it's a big part of who I am.
And, of course, I'm notorious for being unable to resist explaining things in detail. Sometimes repetitively (because I don't always remember what I've told you already). -
September 14th, 2009 2:11 PMkevcrashOh, I see, lol, my mistake. And yeah, I read what you said and I understand but I think I'm getting less philosophical nowadays.
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September 14th, 2009 12:42 PMKaylee Krysteenah FynchMmn? I always go to "view conversation", and if I am confused, I read the previous messages so I can remember what's been going on.
I know it took me a while to respond to your last message (and I don't remember why), but, now I did. So if you look back over that, you'll see why I said what I did.
Of course, if you're still confused after that, I don't know what to tell you. ^^" -
September 13th, 2009 7:04 AMkevcrashI'm sorry but, where did that come from?? :P
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September 12th, 2009 10:41 PMKaylee Krysteenah FynchMisunderstandings. Ugh. And it's easier to have them over the internet.
Anyway, Krysteenah - the girl in the portrait, the Clear Island daycare lady of Alacci - is merely a sort of skewed reflection of myself. Like all of my roleplay characters, also. I myself am the base, but I change some few things. She's a bit less timid, and she's apparently somewhat more responsible. If she was completely like me, after all, you'd never see or hear of her in the game. Of course, I'm becoming less timid myself, but still. She's also much more physically fit - for a similar reason. She just wouldn't be able to do much. Except maybe if she rode a Pokémon everywhere.
Basically, the changes are for practicality, for her to fit her role. And I'm perfectly happy to hide behind her, half as her and half as myself, because she is me, and I am her, and yet, we are also ourselves. If that makes any sense to you.
She and I are, at the same time, both flashy and reserved. A paradox. We like attention, yet we're also scared of it. We show a happy face, and hide our tears at all the pain and suffering in the world. In our own ways, we help those that need us, should we see such a person. And we are each held balanced by our one love. We aren't into crowds, prefering a small circle of close friends, and one-on-one conversations. But we can be rather talkative under the right circumstances.
It's like that. The physical is only an illusion. Our hearts and souls are what is important.
I'm perfectly happy to use her face, beacause I don't think anybody could use it to stalk me. Of course, I suppose they could use the description I gave you, so I'll just have to trust God to keep me safe.
By the way... yes, I am usually this philosophical. And you don't have to think the same as me. Doesn't bother me. I think I've said, but I have a policy of live and let live. I still feel I have the right to state my opinions, though. -
August 17th, 2009 4:07 PMkevcrashWoah, now what are you talking about?! I never said I didn't accept you for who you were, I judge by personality, not by looks, weight, or any blemishes people would consider are "the way they are", be it smart, gay, traits! I was actually referring to the picture on your profile. Cuz like I said, not to offend you, cuz I think you're a great person just from being on the internet, it seems a bit off from the way you describe yourself, or I guess I was always merely assuming that was a self-portrait.
I would never be THAT rude to anyone!!!! I'm not the best-looking person myself, so why would I be so mean as to judge you mainly by what you describe yourself. Never in my life... -
August 17th, 2009 3:01 PMKaylee Krysteenah FynchErm... what is "THAT"? If you mean the cartoon image in my profile, both yes and no. She's thinner than me, and I never wear anything so flamboyant. My prom dress was pretty fancy, but there wasn't a cape.
If you were talking about the discription I gave you, yes, that's what I look like. I also wear glasses. My hair is a very dark brown. And if you can't accept me for who I am... Well, there are people like that out there. But I am what I am, and I refuse to be ashamed of it and pretend I look like a model. The world can do and think what it wants, but the best things about me are inside. I just have to put up with some serious physical issues.
I've had asthma since I was little. I've never really gotten out much. And even if excercise would help, it would take so long I'd get frustrated long before it did any good. Especially since I would be going out of my way to excercise, and wouldn't be enjoying it.
So yeah. I am what I am. If that bothers you... Well, I'm friends with those that accept me, and anyone who doesn't can go do whatever they want. If it doesn't bother you, though, then I'm sorry I snapped. I just got too much crud about it when I was little. -
August 17th, 2009 2:02 PMkevcrashSo, according to you, not to offend you, THAT^ is your self portrait? Well, I'm fat for 14, but I have just good ol' brown hair, am 5 foot 6, and weigh about 150 pounds..
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August 16th, 2009 10:32 PMKaylee Krysteenah FynchWell, I also have dark hair. And I'm short. 4'10" kind of short. And I weigh 200 some pounds... so yes, I'm plump. I've been chubby since I was little.
And I will say again, in different words: I don't like touching people very much. I don't even like people in my space most of the time. I hate crowds and if people are too close to me, I huddle inwards trying to stay out of their space and keep them out of mine. The only people I generally let touch me are those very close to me. Other than, say, like a handshake. -
August 16th, 2009 1:05 PMkevcrashA creeper means coming hands-on with people all the time like touching all the time, not stalking. But, you were also blond in the dream so, yeah, I don't think you are plump though, even if I haven't seen you. See, I have a rather different meaning of fat, considering I call myself fat all the time.......
It was a messed up dream!
And oh, yeah, uh, none taken. :P -
August 16th, 2009 10:43 AMKaylee Krysteenah FynchXD
Well, let's see. I do not smoke, nor approve of smoking really; I'm not skinny, I'm actually rather plump (I'm the person all the time, when skinny people think they're fat, saying, "If you're fat, what does that make me?")... I'm not sure what a "creeper" is - that sounds like a type of vine - but if you mean something like "creepo" or something, I'm not a stalker and you definitely wouldn't be first on my list of people to stalk anyway, no offense meant. And I normally don't like coming into physical contact with people.
The dream might mean something though. You just have to figure out what things in it mean to you on a symbolic level. -
August 16th, 2009 7:43 AMkevcrashUh,,,, WOW, umm, I had a dream I met you in person last night and you smoked cigarettes, you were extremely skinny, and you were a creeper grabbing me by my arms all the time. IT was soooo wierd. I knew you don't look the way you do in my dream though.... Just thought I'd share that with you.
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July 28th, 2009 4:10 PMkevcrashKaylee, see you soon.
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July 18th, 2009 4:24 PMkevcrashYeah, I would never expect you to be that good vocally to go from a low E3 (“Snow White Queen,” 0:40/2:04) to high C#6 ("Weight of the World," 2:46/2:51) anyway.

