None needed. It was just a flippant response, tangentially related to what you said, because that's how I roll sometimes when I don't know what to say.
On the outside, yes, but I think the deeper lesson of taking care of oneself is something we both understand. That's why I spoil myself sometimes, even if it seems like I'm being extravagant.
You know, it's kinda funny how you worded that. For a while I kept trying to find happiness in other people, in trying to make them happy, but it only left me empty. I've had to teach myself that it's okay for me to be happy, to enjoy things, to treat myself with nice things sometimes for me to get to a good place.
So have I. It's a really bad place to be. I felt like I was losing myself. I've sharpened myself both physically and mentally through my training though. I am no longer the pathetically weak human who was desperately seeking happiness, without any regard to others. I'm greater, more powerful than I once was. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAA!