yeah it's painful but hey it's not going to keep me from being trust worthy. that would just be kinda stupid. i often am taken advantage of for my honesty and being naive/ rash. if i were a pokemon my personality would say highly curious.
it's kinda complicated for me. i'm not used to this kind of situation. that makes me kinda sad when i get that. it's just a first. to tell you the truth it makes me feel good that you will with her about it but i get rejected by lots of people and it hurts. thats why i am having mixed feelings about it.