I understand that feel. Once I find a job, i get lazy trying to apply for a different one. It's good to keep job hunting because who knows, you may find another job that is the same as what you are doing except that the pay rate is more. I'm a photographer but I still want to find something else, but the laziness is strong in me. :/
I'm a bit surprised you fellow employees haven't gone on strike especially during this holiday season(where companies make twice the money) due to the busy shopping all around. I really can't say much, but hope you are doing the right thing. If they fire you, you could always collect from them, that should help a bit.
Hope the new year brings something special for you!
Our company has been cheap for awhile now. To be fair, they did have to go through chapter 11 bankruptcy -- aka, fancy debt restructuring. But even after they got out of it, we've been in a pay freeze. I don't know if I will see a raise from them in a long time.
What!? No holiday bonuses this year!? Sammi, I am flabbergasted knowing there are companies out there that won't give a little extra to their employees who work harder than the actual CEO himself. Hang tough, I'm sure the next year will bring new adventures.