No you aren't '.' At least, not to me. My parents, they're downers(: You...you're just lacking in self-confidence, seeing everyone and everything better than you but none of the things or people that you're better than '.' I wish I could help but I'm terrible with cheering-up-ish speeches :o Hmm..
I fly around in random vehicles trying NOT to die while everyone else laughs and tries to kill me xD...Eventually I gte fed up with them always coming after me and I throw the controller across the room and stomp away :3