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October 22nd, 2010 6:41 PMKirozaneI guess so.
And the poem was just a rant too. A rant I had written two years prior. -
October 22nd, 2010 6:39 PMMidnight Moon~Hey, that's still impressive. And it's one step away from getting published in something better =)
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October 22nd, 2010 6:38 PMKirozaneI've heard that too. That I'm good enough to be published. I don't know. I'd have to actually finish something first ya know?
I mean, I HAVE been published, but it was in my school district's art and poetry magazine, Valley visions. Nothing too noticable really. -
October 22nd, 2010 6:36 PMMidnight Moon~Ooh concussions..I knocked myself out running into a metal tetherball pole, but that wasn't intentional. Anywho. Perhaps, perhaps not, you never know. Being an artist doesn't always make the best money, but you get a lot of free reign ^.^ and being a writer holds a lot of possibilities. You're talented enough to get published, in my opinion.
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October 22nd, 2010 6:31 PMKirozaneI haven't cut... but I have given myself a concussion or two.
The abuse is mostly verbal.
I try to keep them too... but something always goes wrong.
And my art... I don't know. It may be magnificent, but I won't get anything for/out of them. -
October 22nd, 2010 6:29 PMMidnight Moon~Nah, I have my hopeless moments too. I stopped cutting, though. It was a promise that I made to someone, and I try my best to keep my promises. There's always hope. Look at your art, it's magnificent. Far more so than mine. :)
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October 22nd, 2010 6:25 PMKirozaneI've heard that a lot...
But I am not so kind to myself... I'm rather self abusive. Another detracting factor.
You're a hopeless romantic, I'm just hopeless. Haha -
October 22nd, 2010 6:23 PMMidnight Moon~Pleasing others instead of yourself reveals a kind soul. It may get a lot of abuse from those with souls less kind then yours, but...it'll get equal kindness from those with equally kind souls(: I wouldn't worry about it too much, if people give you abuse for showing kindness, then obviously they don't deserve your friendship ^.^
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October 22nd, 2010 6:20 PMKirozaneI still haven't really found mine. Don't really know who I am either.
All my life I have tried to please others, convinced they're more important than I. Haha
But really, the only appealing factor about me is the unconditional kindness that comes from trying to please others more than yourself. And I'm pretty sure that won't get me more than something abusive, ya know? -
October 22nd, 2010 6:17 PMMidnight Moon~Ah. I'm afraid I'm a hopeless romantic when it comes to love Dx And it doesn't sound cynical or pessimistic or dark at all, I've heard it said many times before. It saves a lot of heartbreak when you think you've found the one but haven't really. But I always felt like something was missing when I'm not in love =/ Me being homeschooled and moving all the way across the state to live with my grandma after she and my grandpa divorcing combined with the constant fighting with my stepdad and my real dad killing himself and just general chaos in my family, without love, I'd be dead a long time ago...I had to find meaning in life, so i found love ^.^
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October 22nd, 2010 6:12 PMKirozaneYeah. I had no solid friends until 8th grade. 7th is when I attempted suicide. Near the end of the year. She didn't know me at all, but saw what i was going through and didn't want me to die. Though what had happened to cause it makes my reaction kinda understandable.
But honestly, as cynical, pessimistic and dark as it sounds, I've pretty much given up on love myself. -
October 22nd, 2010 6:08 PMMidnight Moon~Yeah. I have one of those life-saving friends as well. Although she actually was a friend at that point in time. She's now my girlfriend ^.^ It's surprising where life takes you, delivering me from the jaws of death to my guardian angel. I love it :)
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October 22nd, 2010 6:06 PMKirozaneSame here. I actually wouldn't be alive if one of my friends (Who wasn't my friend at the time) hadn't found me.
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October 22nd, 2010 6:04 PMMidnight Moon~Mm. I know that feeling. My depression is rather severe, driving me to the point of suicide several times..
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October 22nd, 2010 6:00 PMKirozaneHaha Depression is another symptom of AvPD. I'm prone to depressive slumps. some to the point where I feel void for a while after the depression vanishes.

