No no, it's not ridiculous in the least. When my own cat died I felt like I'd never feel happy again, but now here I am, feeling as spritely and joyful as I was before. You should mourn the passing of a beloved friend- then remember what they have taught you. I'm always here if you need to talk.
Ahhh thank you so much :) I do miss him terribly, so so much, it's just horrible that he isn't here anymore. But! It's getting better...slowly but surely, it feels less like a gaping black hole and more like a managable-sized hole. He was just my little baby, I know it sounds ridiculous, but I loved him more than some of my human relations!!!
But thank you for the support <3 - I've got the RP up and running now, so that's something to help distract me I guess!! I can just lose myself in the character for a few hours a day
I am SO SORRY about your cat! I really wish there was some way I could help, but if there is anything you think of that I can do, then please tell me. I'm always around if you want a chat.