Aw... I was trying to do... like anything to distract myself before I did something I would regret. But I wasn't even focusing on anything at all. I was just sitting there, doing nothing. Then she told me to draw windows on our project (which was a building). I pressed down on the paper hard because I was also angry. That's a bad combination for me.
Well that explains why Faith can read me like a book sometimes! She knows that I am one of the hardest people to get to know. At camp, she told people who don't really know me that well that I have trust issues. I didn't know how she knew that.
People with insecurity can sense people's negativity just by the looks on their faces or the way their eyes are looking. They don't know that but they can. Whereas someone who's confident and positive is harder to mess with because it tugs at their own problems more and backfires. That doesn't stop people from trying but it does make it happen less.