I talked with my gf about it...she thought I was trying to repress those memories but on the bright side me and her are staying together as for the other girls...my gf told me one denies it happened...the other doesn't wanna talk about it cause she was drunk and the other "had her fun and is done" so....uhhhh.....alls well that ends well?
I dunno about that...I just found a disturbing video on my laptop in the recycle bin I never empty and the fact a video like this exist...proves against me being smart at all