Well, I'd actually been trying to work up the courage to actually sign up for a few months now. U wU; I think what initially drew me was the large amount of other RPGMaker users and fangame makers. What about you?
Angry people in general are scary! ; A;
*shooshpap* Nooooooo, you are not a fail. Just give it time. 15 is a good age to be learning those kinds of things; lots of people don't think to change their character until they're old. xD
Indeed; horribly, shamefully so. U 3U;
If you have the want to do something, I bet you can! You've just got to not give up, as cliché as that sounds. It took me years to reach the temperament I have now.
Well, I wasn't actually born like this. I actually came to this attitude while I was learning to manage my outrageous temper. U wU; So I think that if you really wanted to, you could stop caring about certain things too!
Ah, yeah, I suppose it's sort of a trained nonchalance. It turns out that when you don't really care about one thing or the other, lots of things are much easier! ...well, except making definitive decisions. U wU