Conversation Between starseed galaxy auticorn and Hikamaru
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  1. Hikamaru
    July 16th, 2015 10:06 AM
    Hikamaru
    Autism to me feels like a hindrance, I can't enjoy a normal life because of how vulnerable it has made me.
  2. starseed galaxy auticorn
    July 16th, 2015 10:02 AM
    starseed galaxy auticorn
    Yeah. :/ It's hard when you really get obsessed with something, especially when autism is involved. It's like a nagging feeling that won't go away.

    I won't take time off when it's on... I'll just ignore it when it is around. XD It's not really my thing to be totally honest. D:
  3. Hikamaru
    July 16th, 2015 9:19 AM
    Hikamaru
    lol you dropped out of the collab early

    I probably won't last long in this one either since I feel a fangirl phase coming again, it's quite relateable given what you go through a lot.
  4. Hikamaru
    July 15th, 2015 9:17 PM
    Hikamaru
    The fact my fear of failure hurt me bad means I might have to take time off PC when the next GT is on, so that I don't add to my track record of constant flops.
  5. starseed galaxy auticorn
    July 15th, 2015 9:15 PM
    starseed galaxy auticorn
    Yeah, it is. D: It seems only very few or less actually give out consolation prizes. The ones that do, are the ones I usually can't do. It really makes me kind of disappointed. I agree that the least some events good do is give you a emblem for having good effort, even if you didn't win. D:
  6. Hikamaru
    July 15th, 2015 7:59 PM
    Hikamaru
    Isn't it sad the only respect we get for failing in GT events is nothing? I have a bad track record with GT's because I literally always failed to place in any event I took part in, to the point I may have to take a hiatus when the next GT is on solely to avoid triggering my fear of failure.
  7. starseed galaxy auticorn
    July 6th, 2015 11:06 AM
    starseed galaxy auticorn
    omg Leafa in your avvy. <3 I'm cosplaying her at my anime convention this year. \o/
  8. starseed galaxy auticorn
    June 30th, 2015 8:20 AM
    starseed galaxy auticorn
    I've had a long history on here. :D Thank you though~
  9. Hikamaru
    June 29th, 2015 9:11 PM
    Hikamaru
    11 years? You may be old, but we're happy for you!
  10. starseed galaxy auticorn
    May 14th, 2015 11:56 AM
    starseed galaxy auticorn
    Yeah, same here. I drifted away from a lot of them. Plus, a lot of my old friends aren't into the same stuff I am. I tried adding people I found randomly from my past, but... yeah. Like I said, we didn't have anything in common at all. That's usually what makes it harder for me to mingle with others much. There's only so much I'm into, and a lot of those things others just don't have interest in.
  11. Hikamaru
    May 14th, 2015 11:54 AM
    Hikamaru
    I used to have lots of friends at school, but I live so far away from them that when I finished in 2010, I was never able to contact them again.
  12. starseed galaxy auticorn
    May 14th, 2015 11:47 AM
    starseed galaxy auticorn
    hehe... well, I have like... two. Though, I hardly talk to them. My senpai very seldom goes on his Facebook page and instagram lately. So, I don't communicate much with him. I only get to see him in real life once a year. Same with my other friend as well. My third rl friend passed away a while back due to poor health issues. I did have four, but then one of my other friends took me off Facebook out of the blue and blocked me on Twitter. :<

    I always try to make friends at my convention, but I hate just asking random strangers I've only talked to for five minutes if they have Facebook or something. Plus, a lot of the people in my neighborhood are waaaaaaay younger than me. It's not that I don't want to make friends, but I just don't know how to. ><
  13. Hikamaru
    May 14th, 2015 11:43 AM
    Hikamaru
    I have little to no real life friends
    Looks like we have this same thing in common so I can really feel you there
  14. starseed galaxy auticorn
    March 15th, 2015 10:37 AM
    starseed galaxy auticorn
    Yeah, same here. >< I usually end up going to sleep, but I wake up about three or four times at most during the night. Sometimes, I won't even WANT to go back to sleep, so I stay up until it's too late to sleep or whatever. I don't like sleeping during the day because it's hard to sleep with so much light for me. x_x

    Well, I was also trying to work on my story. I'm still throwing out different plots for it, but I haven't put anything done that I like yet. My most recent one is that Takuma (he's Takeru's character) is at a coffee shop that my character works at. Well, I was thinking she could be really clumsy and accidentally like... spill water on him. At first, I thought he could be angry with her... but seeing that she's sincerely sorry and about to cry over it... he decides to be nice to her and tell her it's okay.

    I wanted to write about his character having depersonalization disorder but... I think that would be a huge challenge. D: I've just never written about it, and I still don't really know much about it other than seeing the list of symptoms, which makes me feel so bad for him to have to deal with it. >< I guess it's worth a try, and maybe I can find someone to help me write about it more to make it seem legit.
  15. Hikamaru
    March 15th, 2015 10:26 AM
    Hikamaru
    I know how it feels when an internet browser decides to screw up on you like that, and of course a fandom distracting you hahahaha. And wow you'll be interested to hear I have been going through sleep issues like what you mentioned. I have never been able to stick to a schedule as of late or I found myself sleeping at awkward times every day.

    Now I can see why it's affecting me, it must be an autism thing.