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September 10th, 2014 12:45 PMS u m m e r yUgh I feel sorry to hear that. My last 3 years have been terrible because of a girl who cheated and dumped me, stripped away me of my whole personality. Now I'm such a recluse, self esteem problems, constantly self pitying and whining, also trust issues. It's so stupid I know, but it ****s up with the brain.
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September 10th, 2014 6:28 AMShiny BunnelbyIt was fun while it lasted, but I got involved with a guy that completely ruined my self)esteem. Not with him anymore, but the damage was done anyway.
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September 9th, 2014 11:57 PMS u m m e r yAww :(
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September 9th, 2014 11:40 PMShiny BunnelbyIt was six years ago lol! I don't have any of them anymore. I'm sorry xD
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September 9th, 2014 11:34 PMS u m m e r yWOW. Send me some of your songs. I have to hear it!
Ugh. I hate youtube commenters as well, I mean get a life seriously! -
September 9th, 2014 11:25 PMShiny BunnelbyI was very briefly in a band as a vocalist. It was fun, but responsibilities got in the way lol. I am able to perform on a stage, but I refuse to out myself on Youtube. I tolerate small crowds better than potentially thousands, a chunk of which being anonymous hatred by bored keyboard warriors.
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September 9th, 2014 11:22 PMS u m m e r yLOL!
I am shy as well, I was thinking of shooting short movies this year, and I want to act as well but I feel very shy about it. Plus I don't know how people will react seeing me, I am very sensitive I get upset with criticism, I don't show it though.
I want to learn guitar as well! I want to make my own band actually, but I can't sing XD , I want to experience the euphoria of being in a Band, plus chicks dig guys in bands :D -
September 9th, 2014 8:37 AMShiny BunnelbyLol. No, I haven't. I'm too shy. I want to be fully satisfied with my skill before I dare to do something like that. I am ridiculously camera shy as well.
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September 8th, 2014 10:59 PMS u m m e r yARGH. I so hate time zones. Hey you play Piano right? Ever uploaded any compositions of your own, I'd love to listen. I did push-ups once , I think I did 9. Never tried after that x__x
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September 8th, 2014 12:18 PMShiny BunnelbyIt's alright. Thanks, though. :)
It is 3:16 pm, on the 8th of September here, lol. I'm just relaxing. I did a few sets of sit-ups, push-ups, and squats. My daughter is having her afternoon nap, so I have time to rest. -
September 8th, 2014 12:08 PMS u m m e r yOhh ok. I won't pester you any further regarding this, I know it's too personal. But I do hope things work out for you.
What time is it by the way at your place? It's 1:37 am at my place, 9th September. I am supposed to sleep, lol. But I am watching this show called Brooklyn Nine-Nine. It's pretty awesome!
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September 8th, 2014 12:03 PMShiny BunnelbyNo baby sitters. Just me. I make my time work, though. Anything that isn't spent playing piano or drawing, it's spent reading or browsing this site. I play video games on and off while she naps.
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September 8th, 2014 11:58 AMS u m m e r yOhh that's sad. I hope everything works out for you. You can always refer to free tutorials though. There are plenty of them. Like practice in your free time. Why not join a club or something while you're at it? Will help you do something, you already work out, join some swimming or sports club perhaps? If you feel they are unnecessary then I assure you they are not, beats doing nothing at all instead of doing something.
But ya you have a daughter to take care off, hmm. How else do you kill time then? Do you have baby sitters at your place? -
September 8th, 2014 11:14 AMShiny BunnelbyI have been looking into online courses and whatnot. The problem is that not only can I hardly afford courses, I also lack the equipment and materials necessary. I have to invest in these things before I even get started. It will take a couple years of saving to ensure no debt. I can't do that with a child to be concerned with. I plan to pretty much horde my money until I can buy a new, decent laptop and camera, then worry about school.
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September 8th, 2014 10:03 AMS u m m e r yO:
Is college so expensive? It's cheap at my place, I'm interested in Film Schools. And I look at UCLA, NYU, Calarts and **** they're very expensive. These universities I know will put me into debt and won't even guarantee me any job, so I'm thinking what to do, One thing is for sure I want to move away from my place as soon as possible. Even I hate being stuck at home, I want to settle in Europe or America maybe.
Haha good thing your daughter watches it ^___^
Why don't you try online courses from Coursera or so? You could freelance if you are good at arts. Why no friends :( , you don't have any in the neighborhood?

